#postscoria

But I don’t know anymore where I’m going back. First period of my exchange I talked almost daily basis to my friends and keep convo going on. Now in last period over half my closest friends have gone. Either they don’t have time to talk because studying (and after studying they go to work) or their life situations have changed. I know that it’s my fault too. I had lot of school in second period but still. I tried to talk. And I can honestly say that I tried more.

The other question besides that I have grown apart from my friends is what is left when I come back? I know that I went to exchange in my old years of studying and that is one thing to blame.

Three of my my very close friends graduated. And because of that they move away from Joensuu

Couple of my friends move away because they have only their master thesis to do

One of my friends moved to Europe

I don’t even know how many my sociology (or other) friends will which to other universities because if they have get their bachelors degree

Couple of my friends went to relationship and in 9/10 cases in my friends that mean they lose all contact to everyone

Also must consider that many of my friends move for summer to other city/hometown

I have grown apart one of my closest friend and I don’t know what to do

I got message two days ago that my friend have committed suicide

I have many friends and lots of social links in my home, but now the situation is that many of those very close links have gone. To be honest I don’t know what the hell I’m going to do when I come back and what is left there. So in the end: I don’t know if these exchange took away more than it gave?

But those two people that I know read this and I know they are there: I love you and I miss you everyday. Thank you that you two are in my life. Still. And keep talking.

1. At first night we were cooking and suddenly no electricity came to stove.. The. Our stove crashed in. Literally it fell. After that I contacted our host and he said that fuses have burnt/overheated... well it was fixable.

2. Couple days later our WiFi just went off. Nothing. I contacted and then couple hours later it came back

3. Right now we’re sitting out side of our room because electric lock in door won’t open. Our host said that we put code too many times wrong and there is 5minutes cool down.. well it ain’t that. Now the dude is coming here because “probably battery have died in our room lock”

We’re doing road trip tomorrow. We’re driving to Keys. Maybe more later about that trip but:

My sister said to us “yea I don’t know how we supposed to buy gas because the road to Keys is so narrow that there are not gas stations. I asked where these “facts” come from. Well she said she had watched YouTube videos and map. Well then I said: how you suppose to drive your motorcycle there? No motorcycle have tank so big that it can last 300km (that I know) Answer was “they don’t drive motorcycles to there or they carry gas with them.” I asked where that fact come from. Then she got pissed that “you don’t need facts if you use common sense”

I went to google maps and searched gas station in that gas-stationless-carry-your-own-gas-road. Guess what? Yea there are more than 15 gas stations and also the road isn’t narrow. There are fuck tons of towns where the road to keys is. I said to this to my sister and now she blast music with her earphones super loud. Well rip her hearing.

Tickets cost 20bucks but yolo. First of all if you buy from desk there is 6bucks service fee wtf.

Well movie was supposed to start at 640pm but there was commercials 30minutes wtf?

Tbh. IMAX is great. 3D is worth it in IMAX, kinda. Sounds was way too loud. Worth experiencing once or twice.

My sister is like my father. Like 80% of the time they think about themselves. Rest of the time they think others but it is like trickery when at first you think they are sinister towards others but really think themselves.

Well we were at the beach my sister was quiet all the time like my father does in social situations and then suddenly they explode and start to whine about themselves and how nobody think about them. This time we were there my sister asked me to put sunscreen for her. I did that and asked that she would do same to me: “I’m sunbathing do it yourself “

After hour she asked to take pictures of her. I took and asked if she could for exchange carry water bag to our apartment. Well when we left and pointed the pack and said she promised “carry it yourself. I bring my own waters “

After this I said that it’s super fun that everything she do, she first think what it is for her. And usually with her friends she throws SIW card because she can and she is being miserable in our society.