Yes I need to work my head off w my projects to gain momentum
But I deserve perhaps need a day of self care? That was a big big thing that happened. LOTS of tension. Now a state of wait and see, watch and react accordingly. Work on my future and love my cats like I was gonna do anyway. Get my passport and prep for worst case/just like travel for fun bc I need that (well I really want to volunteer but we'll see if I have the capacity to do anything beyond talk on the internet/make ends meet)
If you need a day off maybe this is the day. Esp since I slept badly and woke up late anyway
Problem is, I feel like I always need to recover from one thing or another... stress is always high and spikes when crazy stuff like a few weekends ago happened. I don't always want to be in a state of reaction/recovery. I. Want.to. make a differenceintheworld. Etc. But I can barely tread water!!! 😡
Can I become strong. What's a reasonable amount of rest. I do need rest in order to function. I just wish i didn't need so much, like every week. It seems like i need a day of recovery!/not doing anything. (Alot of it is when i don't sleep well.... why. If i could get 8 hrs sleep I'd be so powerful lol)
Well crayzyy election + not sleeping and possible broken bone may entitle me to 1 day...