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stpd + szpd and maybe avpd culture is i want to become nothing, i need to become nothing, i want to meet the void and the nothingness of our universe while it consumes my mind, my thoughts, my feelings, my body, oh how i wish i was dead to become the nothing my nihilistic thoughts promised me after death, nothing makes sense and i feel nothing inside of me. I need to turn into nothing so no other person can bother me so no one can see how awful i am, how distasteful i am, how boring i am, and how I wish no one could see me anymore, anywhere, anyplace... disappear, cease to exist.

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Obviously, I don't want a personality disorder, but I can't shake the feeling of hope I have one. As confirmation I'm still human despite myself. But maybe I'm only insane. Maybe I'm just waste.

I want to live like people can. I'm sick of seeing everyone be something I never can. They make it look so easy and I can't understand. The only thing worse than being looked at is being talked to.

#personality disorder #Never risking getting diagnosed though #Worst possible outcome really #I need the deniability of nothing known #possible avpd #or szpd #I'm fine alone but I need a job #I DON'T WANT TO! There's people out there