Also sidenote, can I ask you, my lovely anon, if your partner ever dropped you off at your hotel only to go to another party to grind on their coworker who a not insignificant amount of people think is someone they're in a sexual/romantic relationship/affair with?
What if?
I took this question from another tumblr a few days ago.
I grew up thinking my man is my man. No woman or man can touch my man. Monogamous. As time goes by, I still think the same. My possessiveness and my own obsession to my partner make me hard to see them with another person. I want to cling to them every minute and second.
It would be fine for me if they go to another party, even if I’m not allowed to go there. I understand that. It’s the rule. However, I have hard time to let them go if the party also involves someone who they have chemistry with, either sexually or platonically. Someone who people keep on talking about how they look good together.
Chemistry is natural, hard to ignore, hard to falsify.
It would be on my mind the whole night. It will eat my anxiety thinking what would happen during the party. What if they got seduce? What if lines got blurred? Too many what if. Too many questions.
This kind of anxiety makes it harder for you to act normal and not controlling your partner. I have gone through this. It opened my eyes how much possessiveness can make a person act while another person couldn’t see or understand why you act like that. The frustration keeps on growing and it makes you act much more crazier than you normally would have.
Does my behavior consider normal? I don’t know. Let me know. But I know I do not like to share. I do not want to share what is mine.
Anyways,
Have a lovely day 🥰
