Feb 11, 2025
WELL NOW I HAVE TO BUY A NEW TV BECAUSE IM PUNCHING A HOLE IN THIS ONE
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WELL NOW I HAVE TO BUY A NEW TV BECAUSE IM PUNCHING A HOLE IN THIS ONE
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I just saw a post commenting on the fact that Rey was likely in shock when Ben actually died and thatās why she wasnāt screaming and wailing like some might expect her to be. And I agree, I donāt know if it would be totally fitting for her to completely break down right in that moment. She had a lot to process.
And seeing that post also reminded me of something I thought of recently; another reason why Benās death could have especially blindsided Rey. Itās because of what Luke told her on Ahch-To.
Think about it- Luke told her about how Leia had sensed the death of her son at the end of her Jedi journey. (Donāt get me started on that whole plot point because thereās so much about it that bothers me and also just doesnāt make sense) Luke told Rey about that literally right after Rey had essentially killed Ben (given him a mortal wound) right when Leia died. If I were Rey I would logically conclude that that was the event Leiaās vision had been hinting at. Therefore Rey would have figured, well thatās done now because I just undid his death by healing and saving him! That means that in the moment Rey wakes up in Benās arms on Exegol, even with the understanding he just transferred some life force to her, she was unlikely to be expecting him to then die. If I were her Iād be assuming that vision of Leiaās was null and void by then. By that moment she was just thrilled and relieved and wasnāt expecting anything bad to happen. She would have assumed they were in the clear. Plenty of reason to be in shock when he actually collapsed.
If anything that makes it all the more sad and depressing, so yeah Iām sorry for sharing ok. šš
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"The detachment of the growing individual from the authority of the parents is one of the most necessary, but also one of the most painful achievements of evolution. It is absolutely necessary for this detachment to take place, and it may be assumed that all normal grown individuals have accomplished it to a certain extent. Social progress is essentially based upon this opposition between the two generations. On the other hand, there exists a class of neurotics whose condition indicates that they have failed to solve this very problem."
-Otto Rank in The Myth of the Birth of the Hero
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Rey being alone again..
Thereās one thing thatās bothered me.
The movie the force awakens starts with Rey being by herself. You can see that sheās aching with loneliness.
Sheās wanted to belong and be wanted by someone.
She wanted a family. Why else did she wait for her parents for so long?
And yet through the whole trilogy, she ended up alone again.
I just think thatās so shitty that two people thatās lived their whole lives alone or used, ended up alone or dead.
Ben was pretty much toretured and manipulated his whole life. And Rey was abandoned. Ben dies after getting a redemption, kissing his soulmate but at what cost? He didnāt get a happy ending because heās DEAD. And Rey has just found Ben, heās turned to light for her, he saved her, she can finally be happy and feel like she has a family. That they both could have a family. But it was too good to be true.. Ben dies in her arms. And we donāt get to see how Rey handles it, we donāt get to see her mourn.
Just that sheās alone.. again.
Next Steps
Rey: Ben, I canāt believe it! You helped me kill that undead Sith Lord and the universe is saved! Again! Hopefully for at least a few years! Presuming heās actually dead this time! Ben: Yep. Wasnāt really sure which way to lean until just the last few minutes, but I got there. Thatās kind of a thing in my family. We like to keepĀ āem guessing. Makes it more dramatic. [yawns, stretches] [takes off his cloak and replaces it with a giant oversized sweatshirt with āCoruscant State Universityā on the front] Rey: Wh...what are you doing? Ben: Well Iām not evil anymore, so, I dunno. I think Iām just gonna chill at my momās for a while. Maybe go back to school in the fall. Iām like, three semesters away from graduating so I guess I might as well finish. Maybe get an apartment on campus with some guys. Rey: [blinking] But you...I mean...Iām really glad you rejoined the light side and all, but... [looks at the others, lost] Finn: Dude, you canāt just leave and reenter society. [to Poe] Can he? Poe: What about all the people you killed? All your crimes? Ben: [shrugs] I said I was sorry. Rey: No you didnāt! Ben: OK, fine, Iām sorry. Obviously it was super dumb to join the dark side and I feel pretty bad about it. [pause] [everyone continues to stare at him] Itās not like Iām gonna do it again. [mutters] Probably. Finn: [opens and closes his mouth several times] Rey: [quietly] I donāt...I mean we have to do something with him, right? [frantically paging through one of her old Jedi texts] Thereās got to be some sort of...Force Court, or something... Poe: Y-yeah! You have to stand trial! General Organaās not going to let you move in with her just like that! Ben: [nodding slowly] Youāre right, my mom will be super mad at me. And she is scary when sheās mad. Can I crash on your couch for a while? Poe: What?! Ben: Fine, thatās a no. What about you guys? Rey: [flabbergasted] Wh -- well, technically I donāt even have a home. Finn: Same. The last year has been pretty weird and renting an apartment wasnāt high on my to do list. I kind of assumed Iād just...sleep on the Falcon for a while, I guess. Ben: [snaps his fingers] The Falcon! Yes, of course. Iāll live there for now. [rolls up a sleeping bag and tucks it under his arm] Finn: I didnāt say you could -- Ben: Oh, you guys can come too! Thereās a couple of bunk beds, itāll be like a sleepover! Poe: Iām pretty sure weāre not supposed to just let a war criminal walk off with zero consequences! Ben: Oh my gods, are we still talking about this? I said I was sorry! Also I did save the universe. Youāre welcome, by the way.Ā Rey: After you helped make it worse! Ben: OK, fine, so Iām not perfect. Sor-ry, Miss I-Never-Destroyed-a-Whole-Village. If itāll make you feel better, Iāll donate some money to an animal shelter or something. Finn: [scoffs] Ben: Iāll pick up litter on the weekends! As long as itās not too hot. Or cold. Or windy. Or rainy. Or humid. [pauses, gestures at his head] My hair, you know.
Okay so I'm just going to headcanon that TROS!Rey is actually just a really hastily programmed droid that Rey made to go on some adventure with the guys and maybe try to deal Kylo's bullshit while she takes like a sorely needed vacation away from all this. Hence why Rey makes zero sense and acts all OOC and doesn't seem to display proper human emotion like someone who is not a robot. Reybot tries, but she doesn't quite cut it. And our poor himbo Ben Solo just can't quite tell, bless him.
Ben: *brings Reybot back to life by accidentally pressing her restart button*
Reybot: *thump* whrrrrrrrr
Reybot: Ben.exe
Reybot: a>kissofgratitude.exe
Ben: ... *dies happy, but kinda confused*
Reybot: Ben.exe has crashed.
And then Rey comes back with a nice mani/pedi to find her boyfriend dead and Reybot buried her fucking lightsabers in the goddamn sand yOU HAD ONE FUCKING JOB, REYBOT.