PUTS SHAME AWAY IN A CHRISTMAS SOCK TO JOIN SELF SHIPPING EVENT: i am here to talk about iwacee (since im not sure if u do poly self ships aaa)!!
im like a less troublesome oikawa i feel? i have a lot of insecurity issues, but aside from physical and social anxiety i think what cripples me most is my success insecurities?? which is stupid because i CAN succeed in what i do and iâve proven it over and over like academic wise i can survive the flow of things with ease, itâs just that the anxiety that builds up for the rest of the semester doesnât help me cope at all so im worried up til the grades-viewing dates even if i know for like the quizzes and exams returned that iâm doing well. SO YEAH, mini oikawa. weâre like a miniature iwaoi dynamics!
so, like oikawa, with iwaizumi in my life i feel like heâll be some sort of a stronghold? (literally bc his bara arms. im so sorry i am a Sinner.) im recovering with both depression+anxiety so my emotions are everywhere 90% of the time so i feel like i would need someone to stable me. + i feel like heâs also gonna be a great day-to-day best friend too? i believe im genderfluid so like however the day is heâll help me react to myself accordingly? + im demisexual or so, so there is no awkward pressure about sexual shenanigans because i just really really really need this shoulder to lean on!!
iâm not looking for the big flowers everywhere such a romantic thing (thatâs what oikawa is there for, if weâre counting the polyship rip), mostly i just want someone i can be with on a daily basis that will always be around for me in my highs and lows, especially since i have a tendency to shoo people away on my lowest days. aaaaa if iâm with iwa i can feel like iâll see his playful side ! like, teasing, pranks, the sort, and then also domestic sides like mastering the mix of sugar and milk in the morning coffee and also how to make that sunny-side up to that gooey yolk but solid white that i absolutely love. so that! after all at the end of a tiring day whatâs better than going home to your best friend to cuddle under blankets and sip hot chocolate and stargaze aaa thatâs really all! omg i feel like i went on a tangent here im so sorry,,,, anyway, thank u so much for the effort toward christmas joy! [sends numerous kisses your way]
[ @polyhaikyuu Well, itâs not christmas anymore BUT I SWORE TO FINISH THESE, so please forgive me for beingâŚway too late. I wasnât sure if you wanted a polyamorous relationship with Iwaizumi and Oikawa or just Iwaizumi? But since youâre owning a poly-blog yourself, Iâll just go with a poly-relationship, though focusing just a tad bit more on Iwaizumi â°(*´︜`*)⯠]
Iwaizumi would develop a habit of gently hitting you on the back of your head whenever you started stressing over your grades all over again, grumbling some reassuring words as his hand ruffled your hair afterwards
Oikawa would pop up from behind, reprimanding him for being so rude to you, nuzzling his face into your hair to comfort you
They would probably start bickering about Iwaizumiâs ârudenessâ, while Oikawa would have slung his arms around your waist, holding you gently against him
Of course the argument would be everything but serious, as a matter of fact both boys would secretly hope that it would distract you from being too worried about your academic performance and divert your attention to get those two to stop arguing
Once you would get to see your grades for the semester, Iwaizumi would smile gently at you, telling you that you had been worrying over absolutely nothing again, gently stepping closer to you to pull your head into his chest
He would scowl in annoyance, as you would both feel Oikawaâs arms wrap around your bodies to complete the group hug
He would tell Iwaizumi that it wasnât fair for him to share such a touching moment with you by himself, accusing him of of doing it on purpose to get Oikawa jealous
Even though he wouldnât stay up half the night, like Oikawa, he would choose a special ringtone for your calls, knowing when to pick up the phone during the night, just in case you needed someone to talk to
His voice would be hoarse from his sleep, and while he would let you talk, he would slowly sit up in bed, offering you to come over and fall asleep together
Iwaizumi would appreciate the fact that spending time with you was just so incredibly easy and comforting, enjoying the moments of you two cuddled up on his sofa/bed the most
He would love the fact that you fit so perfectly in his arms, feeling insecure about embracing you too often, although he probably wouldnât admit it to you
Oikawa would probably be the one to bring the fluffy, romantic side into your relationship, orchestrating stargazing dates, and letting Iwaizumi carry all the heavy stuff while leading you to the spot he deemed perfect for a night like that
While you were lying beside each other, you in between the two boys, you would find it easy to fall asleep to Oikawaâs stories about aliens, while Iwaizumi would just grunt a reassuring reply from time to time
Drifting off into a light slumber, you would eventually feel two arms gently scooping you up from the blanket you were lying on, Oikawaâs voice whispering somewhere in the background, telling Iwaizumi to be careful
And just like that you would finally succumb to your tiredness, engulfed in Iwaizumiâs warmth, the scent of security surrounding you completely
