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"I know you blame yourself and I want you to see that it’s not your fault. That’s why I made these tapes. I need you to know exactly why I pulled that trigger..."
Sam leaves Dean a set of cassette tapes and a marked-up road map after he commits suicide. Throughout the tapes, Sam explains how 8 people played major roles leading up to his death. Dean follows Sam's map and listens to his story, following in Sam's footsteps on a 30-hour road trip from California to Kansas. Dean learns Sam's darkest secrets and sees a side of his little brother that he'd never known existed. Sam's tapes change the way Dean thinks about himself, his brother, and the world around him.
Words: 2079, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Bobby Singer, Jessica Moore, Ruby (Supernatural), Lucifer (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural), Michael (Supernatural), Tyson Brady, Luis (Supernatural: Pilot), Pamela Barnes (Supernatural), John Winchester, Nick (Supernatural), Chuck Shurley
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Lucifer/Sam Winchester, Ruby/Sam Winchester, Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, Ezekiel | Gadreel/Sam Winchester, Abner/Ezekiel | Gadreel, Gabriel/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Suicide, Suicidal Sam, Depressed Sam, Depressed Dean, Hurt/Comfort, Human Castiel, Established Castiel/Dean Winchester, Mechanic Dean, Sam Winchester at Stanford, Suicide Notes, John Winchester's A+ Parenting, Abusive John Winchester, Protective Dean Winchester, Sam Has Secrets, Sam Has Issues, Castiel Comforts Dean, Drug Use, Drug Addiction, Forced Relationship, Extremely Dubious Consent, Unconscious Sex, Anal Sex, Emotional Manipulation, Hurt Dean Winchester, Dean Wants Children, Sam Wants a Dog, Protective Jessica, Lucifer is a Little Shit, Protective Gabriel, Sam Has Self-Worth Issues
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