#poisonousflame

Sebastian was nervous. His stomach was fluttering around, and turned uneasily as he stared at the platters of food in front of him. Normally, he'd be scarfing it down like a true Irishman (no, he was not an Irishman by blood, but he was damn wel more Irish than English by this point), but he couldn't bring himself to even eat the measly serving of scrambled eggs he'd dished up. He had long ago torn his toast into shreds and was now using the bits to move his egg bits around the plate, trying to make it seem like he was actually eating. Alex would be furious if she knew he wasn't eating.

I am around, I’m slow to reply though so if you dont mind that Cal will be Ruby’s friend

SO here’s the thing, person who thinks you’re such a man for threatening a sixteen your old boy’s life. You’re not being a man, you’re being a little shit. Honestly HAVE YOU CONSIDERED MAYBE I’M NOT SPEAKING WITH HER BECAUSE I’M FUCKING DEPRESSESIVE AND SUICIDAL BUT I DON’T GO OUT SCREAMING TO EVERYONE ON TUMBLR? No. You didnt. Because all you can think about right now is that fucking thing between your two legs. NO. You won’t kill me, you won’t find me, I doubt that very much, and empty threats don’t scare me. 

But here’s the real thing DON’T EVER SEND SOMEONE HATE OR FUCKING DEATH THREATS. Anon or off anon. What if I was in a weak state of mind? What if I killed myself bcz of what you told me? Do you understand that your actions have consequences? Do you understand that you could be making someone KILL THEMSELVES RIGHT NOW? A human life going to waste because you were “pissed”. No of course I won't, but that's because I know better, some people may not.

News Flash: World doesn’t revolve around you

It’s hard to stay away from someone WHO KEEPS TALKING TO YOU. So maybe you should be talking to your girlfriend and not me. This is not my problem and I don’t have to speak with everyone all the time, because it’s my life. Not yours, not hers, MINE.

Also “man”, sending someone death threats can give you real jail time, so I suggest you stop and think about what you do next time you click “send” on someone’s askbox.

So, I know of exactly WHO you’re speaking of right now, and I have flash news for you, I’m not gonna be nice to someone who sent me anon hate AND my friends. Of course you won’t believe me now, I don’t expect you to, but the point is, she did. No, not Samm, but this other person you claim I hurt.

However, that’s beside the point, I’m not obligated to be nice all the time, I’m not obligated to follow people I don’t want to rp with, AND IF SOMEONE’S UPSET I FUCKING SUGGEST THEY COME THEMSELVES TALK TO ME. I ALWAYS, ALL MY LIFE, I try to be not only polite, but EXTRA nice to people. Make them feel welcome, because everyone deserves kindness, but you know what? I DON’T HAVE TO. I DO IT BECAUSE I LIKE BEING A GOOD PERSON. BUT I DON’T HAVE TO.

If I stopped talking to someone, there’s a reason, one you don’t know because perhaps it’s not of your fucking bussiness, which is what you should be taking care of right now, isn’t it?

1st person gets: To own my character for two days.