#hp!au

yo u hated theodore nott.

well, as of now you did. you used to think he was the hottest guy in the castle.

that’s exactly why you got enough liquid courage in your system a few nights ago, to hook up with him at the last slytherin party.

and god, it was the best hookup of your life.

the way he had your knees up to your head, the way he was relentlessly going in and out of you, how he rubbed your clit endlessly,

it was dream-like.

you did dream of it, in fact.

but, theodore clearly thought nothing of the ordeal. he had ignored your existence for the entirety of two weeks after that night.

you had enough already. you couldn’t get him out of your head.

so, you decided to go up to him at breakfast one day. sitting yourself right beside him on the bench, looking directly at his dead eyes.

“hey?”

he spoke, not paying much attention to your presence.

“theodore, what’s your problem. did i do something? cause you can’t just ignore me for weeks after we had sex.”

he froze at your statement, pausing his bites.

he sighed, before speaking.

“no. you didn’t do anything.”

“then what is it, theo? why is it awkward like this?”

he looked guilty, almost. like he knew he fucked up.

“i just— didn’t really expect you to want to talk after.”

you scoffed. was he really that braindead of a fuckboy to not give you the simple respect of talking to you?

“of course i wanted to talk after. we were just supposed to fuck once and never talk again?”

“no, but it was just weird. i dunno, okay?”

you had enough of this. he and the situation were both being so stupid.

“whatever, theo. we don’t have to talk then.”

you spoke, storming off from him. finding elsewhere to sit.

you went by all your classes irritated, rolling your eyes at anyone who looked at you for too long.

you got to your dorm after the day was over with, changing and then slumping down on your bed.

a half hour passed by, when you heard a knock on your door. dragging yourself out of the movie you were watching, you got up and opened the door.

the last person you expected to see there, was none other then theodore nott.

you rolled your eyes, about to speak before getting interrupted by his voice.

“listen, i know i fucked up. okay? i get that. but can i talk to you for a moment?”

you scoffed, but you couldn’t ignore the feeling you got in your panties at the thought of being alone with him again.

you nodded, speaking.

“yeah. i guess. come in.”

he made his way inside the dorm, shutting the door behind him.

you sat down with him, your back against the headboard and him sitting on the edge of the bed infront of you.

he spoke,

“i’m sorry. for not talking to you. i should’ve.”

you sighed, not missing how he eyed your chest rising in the tank top you had on.

you spoke,

“okay, theodore. i know.”

he was searching your eyes for any ounce of forgiveness, before speaking.

“you forgive me?”

“yeah. i guess i do.”

he smirked, keeping your eye contact. making you smile a bit.

he spoke,

“let me make it up to you?”

you nodded, letting him have his way with you.

it wasn’t long before he managed to slip your pajama shorts off your body.

pushing your tank top up, freeing your pretty tits.

he had his head between your thighs, licking, and slurping at your puffy bundle of nerves. teasing your entrance with his tongue.

he even let you cum with his mouth on you, too.

he crawled back over you, smirking at your breathless state. he slipped his school shirt off, pulling down his pants a bit with the action.

he bullied himself into your hole, groaning as he entered you.

he had your ankles by his shoulders, holding onto your waist as he pushed himself in and out.

he had his hand splayed over your lower tummy, the pad of his thumb circling your clit.

it wasn’t long before he found the softest part inside you, causing spills of moans to come out of your lips.

he kept hitting that spot, making you cum around his thick cock.

he groaned at the warmth you kept inbetween your legs, his thrusts getting sloppier.

he pushed himself to the hilt inside you, reaching deeper then he ever had.

he came, his white liquid seeping out of your pussy.

he collapsed on top of you, both your chests heaving against eachother.

he breathed into the crook of your neck, planting soft kisses against your shoulder and collarbone.

he pulled himself out of you, laying down next to you and pulling you onto his chest.

he mumbled in your ear, his breathing still labored.

“thank you. for letting me make it up to you.”

you nodded, body laying on top of his.

you and him soon fell asleep together, limbs tangled and skin to skin.

this was all you wanted.

a good fuck, and some communication.

but you both knew,

Some background and general worldbuilding (plus sneak peek at people who turn up):

Tommy and Wilbur are in Gryffindor, Techno and Squid are in Ravenclaw, Tubbo is in Hufflepuff and Deo (plus Phil) is in Slytherin.

Phil essentially adopted Wil, Techno and Tommy

Outline of what sav wrote:

Tommy gets cornered by a couple gryff. 6th years who ask why he’s friends with Tubbo, he overhears and shit goes down. They don’t talk for a while.

It’s boggart time! The main body of what goes on is sav’s so that's hers to post- keep an eye out, it really fucked me up.

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Boggarts would switch between people, it wouldn't just be Wilbur which is all the more heartbreaking. It would switch between the people the boggart mentions as they come up (people who Tommy used to be friends with). Then go from like, techno to his parents(? I’m really on the fence about this, idk, feeling iffy, might delete later) then Phil before stopping on Tubbo- who's still standing there shocked as all hell. 

The teacher was about to cast ridikulus

Tubbo gets there first

Tommy's hands are shaking as he bends down to pick up his wand

The class starts to get restless and whisper

Tommy walks out

Tubbo goes after him but turns up at potions empty-handed.

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Tubbo teams up with the rest of their friends to comb the castle

Wilbur and techno are informed about the incident

Or- Wilbur gets informed, shrugs it off, then sees Tommy's friends group roaming the castle and gets worried, he tells techno and they go check the places Phil found and told them about eventually bumping into tubbo

Wilbur uses his prefect powers, charms and also the fact that at this point, everyone in the castle knows about what has happened and the fact that no-one has found Tommy to keep the little group searching after curfew, although he sent the rest back to their respective common rooms

The teachers try to help but get quietly rebuffed- this is something they need to deal with themselves.

Ironically, it's Squid that finds him first

He’d slipped into the ravenclaw tower, disabled the basic, 'don't go out the window' charms like techno had taught him and had been sitting on the roof for god knows how long

The next day, people were confused about how he got into the tower in the first place 'yeah he's smart- but enough to figure out the riddle and convince the raven to let him in in the first place? This is Tommy we're talking about, he probably scammed a firstie into letting him in'

(it was a bit of both, some poor firstie had been stuck outside the tower for a couple minutes, panicking because they were going to be late for potions and they had forgotten their textbook. Tommy managed to calm them down and give them the answer to the riddle before offering to help find the book- when shoo-ing them off to potions he held the door open with his foot and slipped up to techno's room)

Tommy was silent throughout the reaming that Will and techno gave him

Normally that would be a sign of trouble, a sign he was planning something even bigger and most definitely worse (unless he had really done something bad, but that would be when Phil steps in, and no-one argues with Phil)

But this was weird.

This was uncharted territory for the two

Even Tommy planning would give half-hearted retorts

They exchanged glances, frowning, Tommy being upset was way more Phil's territory than theirs

Tubbo just walks forward and hugs him

Tommy jumps and goes stiff, arms squashed at his side, eyes wide and panicked

 'I don't hate you, I couldn't, you're my best friend'

Will and techno exchange looks- they were really missing something important.

After all, no-one really knew Tommy like they did, knew the damage that hid below the annoying happy-go-lucky facade he so loved to flaunt.

They backed off, this wasn't theirs to intrude, Techno activated the silencing ward set up in around bed-space

Techno got started on a letter to Phil, asking if he was free to meet them all in Hogsmeade that weekend, that Tommy would probably not be sleeping well for a while, that it was like when he first came into their lives again

Wilbur went and apologised to techno's roommates

(They had all put up with Techno's rants about his family since year 1, and had been subjected to Tommy's antics for almost as long, by that point the ones that hadn't left were pretty tolerant if not slightly fond of the family too, plus, this just meant that the ones not bunking with a friend for the night were pissing about in the common room slightly more loudly than usual and had convinced squid to take a break as techno wasn't studying too)

Tubbo and Tommy talked for half an hour, most of which consisted of Tommy apologising profusely

It took another 15 minutes for tubbo to leave for his common room, leaving Tommy sitting on techno's bed alone, fiddling with his hands occasionally glancing up to stare at his hunched back

He takes another 5 before dismantling the silencing ward, finally drawing techno's attention

They end up sitting in silence, facing each other, till Wilbur comes back

He takes one look at the two of them, sighs dramatically and walks back out

They exchange almost identical slightly awkward, bewildered looks, Techno notes, embarrassed, Phil was right

(Wilbur goes and asks those left in the common room if they would mind him and Tommy crashing in their room before fetching his and Tommy's things giving Tommy's roommate a heart attack in the process)

He comes back with Squid and two of Techno's other roommates in tow

Squid, with the bed closest to the door, nods to Techno and sticks his tongue out at Tommy before crashing on his bed, curtains drawn and silencing ward activated. It was impressively worrying how smooth his movements were

One follows Squid and shuts himself in his bed, The other grabs their school bag and leaves, yawning loudly

Wilbur chucks Tommy's stuff at him, scaring the shit out of him as it smacks him in the face

They end up laughing semi-hysterically as Tommy sits there half shocked but starting to smile again while changing into pjs

Wilbur kicks techno off the chair and away from the desk, sending the two to brush their teeth

(normally Tommy would complain, comfortable enough in his place to dissent. It's Techno who grumbles this time, unnerved by his silence)

Wilbur finishes the letter to Phil and commandeers techno's owl to send it as quick as possible

Wilbur only goes and gets ready for bed himself when he sees Techno drag Tommy into bed and smother him in the blankets Phil had hidden in their suitcases

(Tommy curls up, trying to resist the urge to cling to Techno, he's so, so cold and Techno always runs hot)

Techno really starts to get worried when Tommy doesn't immediately latch onto him, how clingy he is when asleep has been a running joke for years

Wilbur gets back from the bathroom, pausing at the sight of a large lump of curled up Tommy under the blankets and techno, sitting upright and free from the usual limb restrictions sleeping in the vicinity of Tommy would result in, exchanging a worried look with techno

This had only really happened in the first year or so Tommy had started to live with them

Wilbur navigates the assortment of clothes and books scattered around techno's bed, nudging Tommy towards the middle of the bed to make room for himself

(Tommy shudders as he's pushed aside, he aches so badly, his soul keening for touch, for a hug, for affirmation that he's wanted, loved)

Wilbur slides in, under the mountains of blankets its too hot for the duvet too, staring intently at the lump of flesh masquerading as his little brother

(That's his first mistake, it had been years since Tommy had a relapse as bad as this- at least that's what they thought- Tommy was much better at hiding his damage than people assumed.)

Wilbur starts- voice low and soft, desperately trying not to wake Tommy up (a futile task) 'do we know what happened?' 

Techno frowned, shifting closer to- but not touching- Tommy. 

'It can't have just been the boggart, that doesn't make any sense' Wilbur whispers violently, Tommy's stronger than that, always had been. 

Techno sighs, 'they had an argument, I think one of your sixth years are back on their bullshit with Tommy again'

Wilbur looks surprised, 'how the fuck do you know that'

'ahhhhhh... Deo told me'

 'you talk to Deo?' 

'who do you think introduced them, you really think Tommy would go up to a Slytherin third year on his own and manage to befriend them before they want to strangle him?' 

Wilbur shot him a deadpan look 

'nevermind, yeah he absolutely would'

(Tommy can't help but relax, hearing the soft words wash over him, it's almost a Pavlovian response at this point, he's safe and warm curled up in between them, no arguing, just soft conversation. But there's no point in getting comfortable, it'll all go soon. They'll find out how much of a piece of shit he is and leave. They always do. He might as well enjoy it while it lasts though)

'What the fuck happened Techno, they've been friends since day one, they're glued to each others side half the time' Wilbur sighed, wiggling to try and get comfortable onto of the duvet. 

'Just get in properly dude,' Techno deadpanned, doing exactly that, 'methinks you have some housecleaning to do'

Wilbur groans, shuffling under the duvet and throwing the blankets off his side of the bed

'This is so frustrating, I hate not knowing whats going on' 'you're telling me, Wil'

(Tommy manages to stiffen up even more, they were so, so close, it would be so easy to reach out and feel. He wanted to so bad and he was so tired

He couldn't. He couldn't make them resent him for making them stay. Not again.)

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