I've never felt this confused in my whole life .
Like sometimes even the smallest thing can make me feel overwhelmed , by joy or sadness .
I wish I could feel like how I used to .
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I've never felt this confused in my whole life .
Like sometimes even the smallest thing can make me feel overwhelmed , by joy or sadness .
I wish I could feel like how I used to .

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tired of life
Thoughts.
I doubt anyone will ever read this so I don't care what I write.
My life seems so insufficient. The lives of people I follow on the many forms of social media, seem so much bigger, brighter and full of life compared to mine. I wish I had millions of people watching my life and enjoying it, but then again I doubt anyone would find my life enjoyable. Who actually cares what I do in my life?! Noone. I wish I could be a Youtuber, do what I love doing for a living instead of studying what I think I would love to do when I'm older. It feels like I'm wasting away, while others live their lives to the fullest. Getting married, enjoying their job, surrounded by friends and most of all, getting noticed (for the right things).
Sigh, life is very pointless atm.
Realising most of things we do are pointless, we revise and memorise facts and figures for exams only to forget them in replacement for new facts and figures to enter our brain and so the cycle goes on?
I just don't want to continue living but i have people to be here for but i just hurt but i will be here for them.. They'll stop needing me one day.. That will be my day.

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SÓ PASSEI PRA DIZER EU QUE TE AMO
SÓ DIGO UMA COISA, VOCÊ É TUDO PRA MIM.