if words hide beneath my skin
and snake through my veins
breathing light into my fingertips
and exhaling something real onto the page
before i type my poems upĀ
instead of watching letters pop onto the screen
it feels more real to move my wrist across a new page
and let ink stain my palms
until i have something new
something that no one has ever seen beforeĀ
something that's special that i can hold onto
and the more i read the more i see
that the words i write are a part of me
and every word somebody readsĀ
is a little piece of me that they can view
a look into my life, my fears, my dreams, my worries
and it strikes me that it's funny
because though i'd never say these words in person
or out loud even when i'm on my own
that i can speak them to a mass of people
who i may not know at all
and breathe my story into theirs
and that my life could be a part of someone else's
i didn't wake one day and know that i could writeĀ
it crept upon me like the shadows of the evening
and i felt like a flood of everything i never knew how to say
i always feared that i would be alone and misunderstood
but in these words i have hope
that somewhere someone takes joy
in the gift i try to give you all
that is my fingers' prideĀ
I have no money to donate, no paintings to show
I only have the words from my head
i write because i am, and i am what i write
and words are stronger than the loudest silence
so as long as i can form thought
and weave stories from threads of sentences
i shall make my gift to you