#poe.ash

E thank U

★ - im going to start with my girl Camelia, my first NPC i ever truly fell in love with ! I dont talk about her nearly as much as i should on here, maybe outta guilt because we havent been able to play the Last session of Fours a Crowd , BUT shes forever one of the most fleshed out npc’s ive ever made. She’s the personification of Time’s love, which is about as sweet as it sounds. She’s always willing to forgive & forget, allowing time to heal all wounds inflicted upon  herself, to let go. I was in a pretty rough spot when i was making up her backstory, n i let me let go of some of the angers i had back then, so she’s super important to me ! ever since i made her in Fours a Crowd, ive always made it a point to have at least one selfless, filled with love npc.

★ -NINNY from good old Pandoras Box !! i have a lot of feelings about her ?? shes a sweetheart !Funfact about Ninny, she’s an assistant to a big boss of the company, & is always SO tired. she deserves a break, really. She tries what she can to help the party, but sometimes it comes off thats shes too busy for them, but she’s trying her best ! she’s so busy ! she’s techincally a triton, but i played around with the race a little bit for flavour text reasons & story reasons ! 

she also always wears goggles to hide the fact her eyes are SUPER baggy. sustains off coffee

★ - COULDNT do one of these without talking about my gal Angel . the sweetie. 

I just. she’s been split into three parts, The Heart, The Soul, & The Mind !! all three of them representing a different part of her, & also alternatively the world ? from a narrators POV ? which im SO proud of personally, even if the players dont think about it much . like. The Mind, relying off of memories & what you’ve experienced + logic for where you are, but you’re forever lacking the color of the world. But you question what you’re given, question the nature of the world !The Soul, the conjoining of the heart & mind, a healthy hold of both views, but not able to fully see both sides. Someone who acts as a grey zone, almost !& lastly the Heart, which sees the color of the world, & the naive nature of following whatever’s brought to you. Never questioning what you’ve been told, what you’ve been presented. Falling in love with the world ! Falling in love with the people, bright colors, vibrant emotions !!!

i just like The IT yknow. 

★ - In POE ( proof of existence ) there’s this dude called Ash who i fuckign adore so much but hes a bit of a fuckboy. He’s a werewolf & kinda sexy is the thing. I love him SOSOOS much. He’s got a super tragic backstory, which involves a lot of angst & hate against him but  ....  he never blames who did it against him, because it was in their nature, he can’t blame them ! he won’t ! he let go of his anger, & chose the higher road & i love him so much for it.

★ - AWAY FROM DND I’m thinking about my OC now, Star. One of my first precious oc’s ! Attached at the hip with his best friend Z, who he’s pining for, he only wants to be a hero for those in need. He grew up in poverty with a 13 other siblings, with him being the oldest. He wants to give poor people hope, a reason to live, something to stride for. He goes through so many character arcs ... I love him so much dude. Like !! He loves his best friend dearly, but she comes from a royal background, & theres a big moment where in their past he pointed out everything wrong with the royals, with the rich. How they let people suffer eventhough they’re doing ‘good’ . that while the castle stands, its a sign of the poor people being put in a place they don’t belong. 

i love him so MUCH. he also refuses to accept fate the way it is, when eventually Z has to face her fate, & does everything he CAN to change it, he’s willing to go against his OWN happy ending if it means Z can have an inkling of a happier ending.