#pmddsupport

Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder. It’s much more common in AFAB people with ADHD. Same thing with post partum depression. the brain doesn’t give out happy chemicals well normally, so when the PMS hits, it gets worse

If you deal with fatigue, depressive episodes, bouts of sensitivity, anger, moodiness or the like, a loss in interests and/or a loss in energy during your period and/or in the week before and/or after the period, talk to your doctor. 

you aren’t alone.  it will be ok. people like you, and i promise. it is ok to feel like this. 

but hey. It’s okay if your period makes it hard to draw.

It’s okay if your period makes it difficult for you to focus.

It’s okay if you don’t feel unmotivated

It’s okay if you need to take your time.

now im looking through the PMDD tag and suddenly my urge to scream and cry and destroy everything and then break out of my mortal flesh and be a scraggly little skeleton skittering across the ceiling with no uterus in sight makes a LOT more sense.

So like there’s other people who feel this way too??? People who also want to destroy the entire world and then crack it like an egg to make an omelette and then eat it in one sitting and then lose your appetite altogether for the next few days until finally your body decides to perform its unholy blood ritual?

I’m afraid of the hearts I will break, the objects I will throw, the projects I will quit and the thoughts I will have the next time the thunder comes.

I feel like I became the queen of broken things, in a queendom where I don’t have any control.

When the sun is shining through the clouds again, all I have left to do is repair all the broken hearts, objects and thoughts once more. Although I’m strong and I believe I can fix it all, it remains uncontrollably broken in the first place.

The queen is shattered too, and as the years go by, it becomes harder and harder to glue all the broken bits together again and again.

But today I’m fine.