Pluto transiting 12h so far
I can’t believe I have so many more years of this lol
I’ve been isolating, wanting to run away to the coast and live in a cabin, I deleted all socials besides tumblr and Reddit.
Moved 2000 miles from home
Got a second phone where only one person has my number
Being more open about my mental struggles before suddenly just deactivating and going private
Sleep a lot
Constant nightmares
Anxiety is at MAX level
psychiatrists feel like they’re working against me, prescribing anything under the sun to fix me
Diagnosing me with random things I don’t feel I have
Been to the ER a lot more for anxiety
I hate hospitals but lately they’re the only thing that bring me somewhat of comfort
Missing work, can’t be in public places
Have no energy to function
Having more 12h synastry I can’t run away from
My mind feels like it’s getting stronger and working against me
