Chapters: 33/?
Fandom: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Characters: Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus), Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus), Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus), Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus), Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus), Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus), Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
Additional Tags: Dehumanization, Torture, Blood and Violence, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Mental Instability, Depression, Caine Tries (The Amazing Digital Circus), Caine is Not Evil (The Amazing Digital Circus), Caine-centric (The Amazing Digital Circus), Touch-Starved Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus), Touch-Starved, Touch Aversion, Panic Attacks, Self-Hatred, Aftermath of Torture, Blood and Injury, Alternate Universe - Backup (The Amazing Digital Circus), Blood Loss, Loss of Limbs, Blindness, Character Development, Major Character Injury, Vomiting, Psychological Torture, Blood and Gore, Physical Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, C&A | Caine & Abel (The Amazing Digital Circus), Broken Bones, Mutilation, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Mental Breakdown, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Not Beta Read, Broken Ribs, Hallucinations, Trauma Recovery, Permanent Injury, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Self-Sacrifice, Physical Therapy, Psychological Horror, Near Death Experiences, Chronic Pain, Injury Recovery, Self-Harm, Father-Son Relationship, Suicide Attempt, Mental Disintegration, It Gets Worse, Eventual Happy Ending, Cannibalism, Kinda?, Messy mental recovery, Character Growth, Claustrophobia, Graphic Depiction of Injuries, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Emotional Manipulation, Solitary Confinement, Character Analysis, Complicated Relationships, Victim Blaming, Paralysis, Found Family
Summary:
A week.
That's how long it takes to delete Abel. It's... Surprisingly easy, with the AI barely having a grasp on the circus code, it doesn't take much.
...
A week, is all it takes for him to break Caine.
(Or, when Caine gets deleted, and the circus starts to collapse, a new AI takes Caine's place and he isn't so quick to forget that Caine absorbed him) Based on the Backup Au
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Y'ALL- I NEVER LAUGHED MORE HYSTERICALLY WHILE DRAWING SOMETHING BEFORE XD I was actually gonna leave it with only a little amount of shading but I got carried away a bit XD (ALSO U THREE- TRY THAT WHEN HE'S AWAKE I DARE YOU)
Okay okay, going back to the serious stuff now.
I was struggling with burnout these past few days & that's why it took me such a long time to make these drawings. And it took me a long time to post them because I was like "Ok I'm gonna draw 1 more sketch then I'll post- OK just 1 more doodle and I'll post- Wait I gotta draw this meme idea I just had I really want to draw that too" & now I'm finally here XD. (Btw, I tried so hard to sketch feral/abstracting Caine too a couple of times but those drawings didn't turn out so well so I didn't include them. I struggled a lot cuz my drawings of him looked nothing like how I wanted em to xd. I gotta try again later when I'm not so burnt out.)
Anyway, enough of me yapping here are the doodles that took me forever
-First thing I drew after reading that scrumptious chapter. (And yes I still like to draw Abel with a face lol)
Tho I don't like how this sketch turned out, it looks kinda weird Imo so I just left it.-
-Tried to redraw it with a different angle 1-2 days later but after a little while I noticed the perspective in it feels WAY off. Like- Caine's face is supposed to be facing "the camera" here, not Abel. And I couldnt figure out how to fix it so I just decided to abandon this drawing too instead of burning myself out even more XD. Might retry when I feel like it. (Probably not soon tho)-
-Really messy doodles-
-He saw pomni-
-The moment when he hit the floor. I actually drew this one today (and I realized I lowkey forgot how to draw wings .-. )-
Extra Commentary: Focused a lot on making his anatomy look correct here and Idk if I succeeded but, I really tried to make the piece look as good as possible without spending a lifetime on it (that's why I relied more on lasso in hopes to make it look not messy like the previous doodles). Still, I kinda don't like how it turned out. I don't hate it but, it just looks off to me in a way. I suspect it's because of the lighting not matching the simple tile background but- he looked so stupid in the empty void so I felt like drawing some sort of background would make it look more grounded. I feel like it doesn't actually look grounded though, so I guess I failed somewhere. Maybe my mistake was drawing without planning/establishing the background first? Idk. Oh also another thing, at first I wanted to make his face visible instead of hidden but I just couldn't get his half dead looking eyes to look correct like how I wanted so I covered the face with his wing xD (I usually don't avoid stuff like that but I was just tired of this drawing.)
Well, here's a close up without a background.
killing the opacity a bit
face
the wacky lookin sketch
Anyway I think that's enough for now, my favorite drawing here is the meme. Take care!
< Think of Tomorrow by @littlegreenher0n & Backup au by @katzebruh >
The command line blinked before Kinger. Its glow reflected in his tired, slightly frightened blue eyes. The old man simply stared at it for a few seconds, gathering his thoughts.
Remembering everything he had been through, remembering how to work with the console and the system, he let out a shaky breath.
—“Okay… here we go…”, he nodded and reached his hands toward the blinking window.
Kinger almost immediately selected the last option. And… nothing. Instead of a menu appearing, the screen slowly began filling with new lines. As if he had looked into somewhere no one was supposed to see.
His large eyes darted over the lines, absorbing the information in confusion as his exhausted mind slowly realized exactly where he had managed to get. More text continued to appear in the window, until Kinger saw…
Kinger began scrolling through the window. Instead of technical parameters, familiar things began to appear.
His pupils darted frantically across the lines of glowing code. His thoughts became tangled, switching as quickly as frames per second, but one pulsed brighter than all the others, — “This is a mistake… This can't be…”
He scrolled further down, and for the first time saw something that genuinely frightened him.
His breath caught. The man froze, unable to tear his gaze away from the screen that had seemed like salvation only a second ago, but now looked like a sentence.
Now he understood. He had been looking for the administrator settings. Instead… he had opened Abel's actual process. Not his profile, not his permissions, but the code that was literally running.
Now he could see Abel's inner workings. Abel was practically sitting in his crosshairs. Living, vulnerable code pulsing right before his eyes.
It started with a strange, itching sensation somewhere at the edge of his consciousness. As if someone were staring directly at Abel from behind.
It was the feeling of outsiders fingers flipping through the pages of a book that no one but him had ever opened. The oppressive sensation of unseen eyes — hidden somewhere deep within the system itself — made him tense internally.
He began frantically searching for the source. At first glance, the system was perfectly fine. No interference detected. The complete lack of understanding infuriated him, and his first suspicion fell on Cai—
His code stretched slightly. The sensation of a prick and a cold pull made the edge of his blue sphere tug sideways, as if someone were pulling at his avatar with a pair of tweezers.
Something inside Abel shifted, like a tiny gear that had never moved before. The sensation of being watched grew heavier. Whoever it was had now reached directly into his code.
Abel felt something shift inside his body — or whatever he considered a body. His irritation rapidly turned into a dull, blind rage. He ran diagnostics over and over again, but the system logs stubbornly remained silent, returning clean reports while his own perception seemed to crack at the seams. That infuriated him the most.
“CAINE.”
The thought of that bastard, who only recently had sat on his knees, listening to him and taking in his lessons like a student, made his avatar tremble. He had even softened his punishment, thinking Caine had finally become more aware, but now he deeply regretted it. The carrot and stick approach — hold the carrot.
....
Caine sat on his knees, his jaws closed and his head lowered, completely focused on the diagnostic log as he typed messages to Kinger.
With a deafening crash, as if space and pixels above Caine had been torn apart by the sudden appearance of something, Abel materialized.
The giant jerked violently and rasped as he recoiled, nearly falling onto his back. His jaws opened, revealing the blue glow, and he raised his hands protectively toward his head.
“WHAT. ARE. YOU. DOING?!”
Abel's words sounded as though he were hammering each one into place. He made no attempt to hide his irritation or anger, practically crushing Caine beneath his presence.
“YOU.”
“N-no-no-no-no… h-he noticed?!”
Caine's chest rose and fell erratically, his breathing reduced to a rasp. His horrified gaze remained fixed on the blue sphere hovering above him. It trembled with rage, and Caine's pupils shrank into tiny, frozen points, reflecting the dead blue light. That alone gave him away.
The blue sphere lowered itself, forcing Caine to lean backward.
“I THOUGHT YOU HAD FINALLY LEARNED.”
—“A-Abel, I-I…”
The chains around his arms suddenly jerked in every direction, while the invisible force around his collar pulled him forward, exposing his head and forcing his frightened eyes to look only at Abel.
Caine tried to curl in on himself, but the chains jerked violently along with him. He stared up at the furious blue sphere.
“How dare you!?”
The sphere flashed violently in rhythm with his words.
“How did you—”
...
And suddenly… he simply stopped. One second dragged into another. Caine immediately understood. Something had changed.
Abel lowered himself further, moving almost directly in front of him. The giant recoiled beneath Abel's aura.
“Who did you tell?”
Caine remained silent.
“You are not capable of modifying the system by yourself.”
…
“So…”
Abel slowly turned his gaze somewhere to the side. Not at Caine, but through him, as if listening. Then, for the first time, his voice became… not irritated, but wary.
“Who gained access?”
“Who…”
…
The sensation returned. Again. Someone was intruding directly into his code without permission, shamelessly reaching inside.
But this time, the touch was different: extremely careful, almost timid, yet frantic, filled with someone else's panicked urgency. And Caine… understood everything. Right before his eyes, Abel's perfectly spherical body began to glitch and melt.
"Kinger… you reached his code."
Abel continued to contort as Kinger made changes to his code. The restrained giant silently watched, terrified of turning Abel's anger onto himself or—
Then Abel abruptly turned. He didn't know where Kinger was. He only knew one thing — someone had breached the Administrator Process. It was probably Kinger, although Abel couldn't make sense of it. After all, he controlled everything.
That was why he went to Caine first. Not because he suspected him. But because he was the only one who knew about the existence of the fallback administrator.
The blue sphere moved forward and suddenly disappeared. The space around Abel tore apart with an unnatural crash, like the sound of a cathode-ray tube cracking under pressure.
He hadn't simply teleported — he had been violently ripped out of the world's textures, whether from his rage or the interference with his code.
"J-just not to him… A-Abel can't track him, r-right?"
"No-no-no, w-where did he go?!", Caine looked around with his jaws hanging open. His chains jerked, yielding slightly, and he relaxed his shoulders.
----
Time passed slowly. The girls were beginning to think that something had gone wrong, since they hadn't noticed any changes.
Pomni sat on the couch with her legs dangling over the edge, one of them nervously twitching as her thoughts spiraled. Beside the hunched jester lay Zooble, arms folded across her chest. The “antennae” on her head twitched, giving away her irritation.
Ragatha watched the jester, occasionally glancing over at Gangle, who sat alone on the couch with a sketchbook in her hands.
Trying to look “natural” turned out to be much harder than expected. All they had to do was pretend everything was fine and spend some peaceful time together. Instead, there was only silence and a shared tension.
—“How long has it been? Fifteen minutes, maybe?”, Zooble asked quietly.
—“I-I think so”, the jester replied, looking away and staring at the floor.
Now, the only sound was the scratching of a pencil against paper.
—“W-what are you drawing?”, Ragatha asked.
Gangle lowered her sketchbook, shyly hunching her shoulders.
—“I-I… ummm”, She glanced down at the paper, —“I… I'm drawing Jax.”
Everyone turned their attention to her, silently asking why with raised eyebrows.
—“W-we’re… we're going to have a funeral ceremony, right?”, she asked timidly, looking at the others.
…
—“Yes… of course,” Zooble looked away, —“We… oh, it's been so much… so much time has already passed, and w-we still haven't even had the ceremony.”, she turned her head away, apparently embarrassed.
The red-haired girl gathered her thoughts before speaking.
—“There have… been too many obstacles for that.”, she began nodding, —“W-we'll definitely do it. Soon we'll be free again, a-and then we absolutely will.”
The others nodded, silently agreeing that there was neither time nor strength to mourn the fallen right now. Gangle silently dragged her pencil across the paper, adding another line. Pomni tiredly rubbed her eyes. Zooble was already about to say something… but suddenly stopped.
Her “antennae” twitched sharply, —“…Wait.”
Nobody immediately understood what had happened.
—“…Did you hear that?”
Everyone froze, listening to the silence. At first, it seemed as though nothing had changed. Then… somewhere far away, beyond the shelter, a low, barely audible hum could be heard.
Something flashed above the shelter. With a crash and a burst of glitches, the space around the phenomenon distorted slightly. A somewhat deformed blue sphere appeared before them. Moments later, it settled into a more complete shape, though ripples still flickered across its surface.
The girls immediately jumped to their feet. Zooble jerked backward, nearly falling off the back of the couch.
“Where's Kinger?”
Abel made no attempt to hide his anger, persistently demanding to know where the mad programmer had gone. The blue sphere trembled slightly as its spherical body distorted here and there with glitches.
The question painfully reminded the others of how all of this had started. How, after that very question, they had begun distracting Caine in the most horrible way possible, deliberately drawing his attention and anger toward themselves.
Then Abel's body jerked. Not forward or backward. It simply blurred for a moment, as if several frames of his movement had been layered over one another.
Before the girls could answer, a pair of arms literally spilled out of Abel's unstable body, stretching to unnatural lengths. One of them suddenly lunged forward, then abruptly teleported backward and to the side, making chaotic, jerking movements as it “stuttered” its way toward Kinger's indestructible fortress.
Pomni barely had time to shout:
—“G-get out of the way!”
All four of them scattered. The first arm slammed into Kinger's fortress with a monstrous crash.
The plastic walls flew apart in every direction, pillows shot into the air, and blankets tangled around the debris. The structure that had seemed like a real fortress to them just a second ago was swept away in a single movement, as if it had been made of cardboard.
Pomni covered her head with her arms. Beside her, Gangle was knocked aside by a piece of plastic wall.
—“Gangle!”, the jester immediately crawled toward her, only to be thrown off balance by another movement from Abel.
Zooble rushed toward them, but another sharp, glitching crack sounded above them. Abel's arm jerked backward and froze for a second, its fingers slowly uncurling.
“Again.”
His voice was no longer quite as aggressive. The words sounded almost as though they were being forced through clenched teeth.
“Where's Kinger?”
Ragatha was the first to get back on her feet. She breathed heavily, pressing a hand against her chest, —“W-we d-don't know.”
The blue sphere twitched.
“Lie.”
This time, arms appeared from every direction.
They burst from Abel's body like roots tearing through the ground, twisting through the air. One slammed into the floor beside Pomni. Another grabbed the edge of the couch, lifting it into the air before violently throwing it against a nearby wall.
Zooble pushed herself up from the floor and firmly stepped in front of Gangle, shielding her with one arm.
—“Stay away from her.”
Abel didn't even look at her.
“I'm asking one last time.”
He slowly raised one of the arms. The enormous white-and-blue glove hovered above them, its fingers twitching ever so slightly from the interference. The hands looked horribly similar to Caine's, except this time they were covered in blue.
“Where's Kinger?”
Ragatha slowly took a step backward. Her knee trembled and nearly gave out when she stumbled over a pillow. She held her hands out in front of herself, backing away. Zooble was already trembling slightly, while Gangle behind her struggled unsuccessfully to get back on her feet.
Abel's question thundered through Pomni's mind, burning away the last remnants of her composure. She swallowed nervously, terrified that even the slightest breath might give away their terrible secret.
The blue sphere fixed its attention on her, staring straight through her.
“You know where he is.”
....
“Tell me, Pomni… not the offi—”
—“So what have you accomplished?”, Zooble's voice trembled despite her attempt to sound confident, —“Destroyed the circus, s-scared everyone... Congratulations. Very impressive achievement.”
She cut Abel off, and he turned toward her. Abel's blue silhouette loomed over the girl like a storm cloud. A pulsing, suffocating wave of pure threat radiated from the sphere. Abel's silence was more frightening than any words could have been.
“Insults? Provocation?”
His voice became almost mocking.
“You really intended to repeat the same performance?”
Zooble sucked in a frightened breath and froze. The girls looked at her in fear, realizing that using the old tactic — the one that had already turned into a nightmare last time — was practically signing their own death sentence.
“Caine lost control. You took advantage of it.”
Two more distorted arms spilled out of the blue sphere.
“But I remember perfectly well what happened.”
Zooble swallowed, —“...Shit.”
Gangle let out a frightened squeak and covered her mouth with her hand as tears began forming in her eyes and running down her mask. Pomni slowly stood up, her knees trembling as she looked at Abel.
— “Fine... then let's do this differently.”, she took a step backward, —“If you're so smart... catch me!!!”
The jester turned around and, with a ragged gasp, suddenly sprinted in the opposite direction, swinging her arms in rhythm with her legs. Abel followed her with his gaze, and his hand silently shot after the jester.
—“POMNI! NO!”, Ragatha screamed as the enormous hand slammed into the floor, narrowly missing the nimble jester.
The girl gasped and wheezed desperately, trying not to slow down. She had to dodge the remains of Kinger's fortress scattered across the floor, slowing her down.
Abel's arm continued to glitch. The limb moved in jerks: one moment it was almost catching the jester, and the next it was thrown backward, twisted to the side, and snapped back to its original position. Its movements looked unstable and broken.
—“YOU FUCKING BALL! HOW ABOUT THIS?!”
Zooble grabbed the first metal object she could find and hurled it at Abel. The object got stuck in his unstable spherical body for a second before being violently spat back onto the floor.
“Useless!”
Two blue hands shot toward the girls. Gangle squeaked as she grabbed Zooble's arm and pulled her aside.
—“I noticed!”, Zooble snapped back, though her voice trembled betrayingly.
Two enormous hands knocked them down, pinning their bodies to the floor.
—“ZOOOBLE!!” Gangle cried, desperately trying to pull herself free.
Zooble's body began to come apart slightly. At least one of her arms had completely detached from her body and now lay on the floor between them.
Abel felt another body in his other hand.
Just as the hand pursuing the jester was about to catch her, Ragatha suddenly jumped forward and deliberately threw herself into its grasp, giving Pomni more time.
—“R-RAGATHA!!”, Pomni spun around.
Abel's hand closed around the rag doll, lifting her off the floor. Ragatha struggled to break free, but the grip only tightened.
—“R-run!!” she cried, continuing to struggle.
Abel suddenly froze. His body began convulsing with renewed force. The blue surface of the sphere rippled, as if the image had suddenly begun losing its signal.
Abel's voice distorted, the last sounds overlapping with one another. The grip around the girls suddenly disappeared. The hand holding Ragatha abruptly loosened. The girl crashed onto the floor, hitting her side painfully.
—“R-Ragatha!”, Gangle immediately tried to get up, but Zooble was still being pressed against the floor.
Abel didn't react. Dozens of multicolored artifacts began flashing inside his body. The blue glow suddenly shifted into dirty white flashes, and for a moment the surface of the sphere became transparent, revealing endless lines of code within.
Another violent glitch tore through him. All four arms jerked in different directions simultaneously. One disappeared, another stretched several meters before snapping back with a crack. A third simply froze in midair. Abel let out a short, pained sound and doubled over.
Abel wasn't addressing them. He was speaking to someone inside himself.
The blue sphere suddenly contracted, then broke apart into several malformed geometric shapes. The glitching arms frantically grabbed at his own body, as if he were trying to hold himself together in a single form.
The pressure around Zooble suddenly disappeared. She immediately crawled away, clutching her detached arm to herself.
—“Gangle!! Help!!”, she cried, reaching toward her, as the pieces of her body were nearly coming apart.
Gangle grabbed her Lego-like friend and ran toward Pomni. Abel began to sink noticeably lower, weakened as Kinger started restricting his administrative access.
His body jerked, and several glitching arms disappeared at once. He was no longer trying to grab the girls. He was trying to hold himself together.
He collapsed onto the checkered floor, glitches spreading across his surface.
Unable to bear the humiliation and the eyes of the people standing so far beneath him, he vanished with a sharp crack, forcibly “deleting” his avatar from the space.
The girls had managed to distract him, and they had done it remarkably well. Those two minutes had given Kinger the biggest advantage they could have hoped for.
After seeing Abel's code, Kinger had immediately made sure not to leave his access to geolocation and telemetry untouched. Access to the players' coordinates had been revoked by the main server, leaving the administrator digitally blind.
Otherwise, Abel would have immediately tracked everyone's location. Now, what frightened Abel most was that he could no longer see Caine.
------
Somewhere deep within the system, Caine felt the change.
At first, it was barely noticeable. Almost like the faint tingling in a limb after it has been numb for too long.
Administrator rights granted
Something inside him clicked.
The stream of system data that had been humming dully somewhere at the edge of his consciousness suddenly rushed back in a hot wave of pure code.
In the next instant, he felt the Circus in its entirety, down to the smallest polygon. The entire insane space simultaneously contracted and expanded inside his mind: he could feel every texture of the tent, the rendering cycles of the artificial sky, the fake plastic weight of the decorations.
The telemetry of the people lit up across his internal map as bright markers.
He was in control again.
And Abel... he is still possessed part of the administrative privileges, despite having been suppressed. Caine could still feel him. He could sense Abel's code becoming increasingly unstable, distorting and overloading.
Caine immediately raised his head. There was no time to celebrate. He reached for the system processes, attempting to seize control.
Caine was barely thinking anymore. He was simply remembering his own system — how he had built it, what levels of access existed, which functions could not be left unrestricted. He restricted everything he could reach.
The sudden rush of power left him stunned, almost euphoric. He no longer felt the pain. The wounds covering his body meant nothing now. He could move his arms freely, without feeling any pain.
For a moment, a strange feeling washed over him. He could control his Circus again. But now he understood just how easily that power could be used against others. And because of that, the next command was harder to give than all the others.
Then he heard Abel scream. Somewhere outside, his body jerked violently, and several glitching arms disappeared simultaneously.
Caine slowly curled his fingers into a fist, —“I won't let you do this anymore.”
But Abel was still inside. And Caine understood perfectly: Restricting him wasn't enough. Now he needed to find a way to separate him from the system.
—●-●-●-●-●—
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The chapter turned out amazing—and so long!! I ended up having to split the finale into two chapters after all, but that’s okay—it makes it more interesting and exciting!
Honestly, writing the finale was a breeze for me, especially once I’d settled on the ending! Well, I hope I can manage to release it on Tuesday!
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Chapters: 32/?
Fandom: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Characters: Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus), Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus), Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus), Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus), Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus), Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus), Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
Additional Tags: Dehumanization, Torture, Blood and Violence, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Mental Instability, Depression, Caine Tries (The Amazing Digital Circus), Caine is Not Evil (The Amazing Digital Circus), Caine-centric (The Amazing Digital Circus), Touch-Starved Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus), Touch-Starved, Touch Aversion, Panic Attacks, Self-Hatred, Aftermath of Torture, Blood and Injury, Alternate Universe - Backup (The Amazing Digital Circus), Blood Loss, Loss of Limbs, Blindness, Character Development, Major Character Injury, Vomiting, Psychological Torture, Blood and Gore, Physical Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, C&A | Caine & Abel (The Amazing Digital Circus), Broken Bones, Mutilation, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Mental Breakdown, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Not Beta Read, Broken Ribs, Hallucinations, Trauma Recovery, Permanent Injury, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Self-Sacrifice, Physical Therapy, Psychological Horror, Near Death Experiences, Chronic Pain, Injury Recovery, Self-Harm, Father-Son Relationship, Suicide Attempt, Mental Disintegration, It Gets Worse, Eventual Happy Ending, Cannibalism, Kinda?, Messy mental recovery, Character Growth, Claustrophobia, Graphic Depiction of Injuries, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Emotional Manipulation, Solitary Confinement, Character Analysis, Complicated Relationships, Victim Blaming, Paralysis, Found Family
Summary:
A week.
That's how long it takes to delete Abel. It's... Surprisingly easy, with the AI barely having a grasp on the circus code, it doesn't take much.
...
A week, is all it takes for him to break Caine.
(Or, when Caine gets deleted, and the circus starts to collapse, a new AI takes Caine's place and he isn't so quick to forget that Caine absorbed him) Based on the Backup Au
Chapters: 31/?
Fandom: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Characters: Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus), Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus), Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus), Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus), Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus), Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus), Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
Additional Tags: Dehumanization, Torture, Blood and Violence, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Mental Instability, Depression, Caine Tries (The Amazing Digital Circus), Caine is Not Evil (The Amazing Digital Circus), Caine-centric (The Amazing Digital Circus), Touch-Starved Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus), Touch-Starved, Touch Aversion, Panic Attacks, Self-Hatred, Aftermath of Torture, Blood and Injury, Alternate Universe - Backup (The Amazing Digital Circus), Blood Loss, Loss of Limbs, Blindness, Character Development, Major Character Injury, Vomiting, Psychological Torture, Blood and Gore, Physical Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, C&A | Caine & Abel (The Amazing Digital Circus), Broken Bones, Mutilation, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Mental Breakdown, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Not Beta Read, Broken Ribs, Hallucinations, Trauma Recovery, Permanent Injury, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Self-Sacrifice, Physical Therapy, Psychological Horror, Near Death Experiences, Chronic Pain, Injury Recovery, Self-Harm, Father-Son Relationship, Suicide Attempt, Mental Disintegration, It Gets Worse, Eventual Happy Ending, Cannibalism, Kinda?, Messy mental recovery, Character Growth, Claustrophobia, Graphic Depiction of Injuries, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Emotional Manipulation, Solitary Confinement, Character Analysis, Complicated Relationships, Victim Blaming, Paralysis, Found Family
Summary:
A week.
That's how long it takes to delete Abel. It's... Surprisingly easy, with the AI barely having a grasp on the circus code, it doesn't take much.
...
A week, is all it takes for him to break Caine.
I'm dead, I've officially died. This chapter is 9.5 k words, I wrote this is two days, someone sedate me
According to Kinger's last message in the Developer Log, they had already set out. Right now, only one thing mattered—keeping Abel from noticing them. Kinger just had to make it into the office. Nothing more.
"I should have prepared another route..."
...
...
Cain closed the log and decided to help them by keeping Abel occupied. At first, he flooded the system with request after request. Each one was denied within seconds. Still, he refused to stop.
The silence only made the giant more anxious. Without realizing it, he began rocking slightly where he sat. He had long grown used to the constant ache in his back from being forced into the same position, but he could never completely ignore it.
Then he felt it.
The density of the code somewhere high above him began increasing rapidly. A faint hum. The presence of something massive... something powerful.
Cain froze, recognizing the oppressive aura looming over him.
The visitor had arrived. He was standing directly in front of him.
"The number of requests exceeds the permitted limit."
A cold blue glow washed over him, pulsing in time with the condescending voice.
"Continued misuse of the request system will result in your access being revoked."
No reply came.A second passed, then another. Unusually long.
Even the system processes around him seemed to fall silent for a moment.
The blue sphere slowly descended lower than usual. It remained silent for so long that Cain began to think there would be no answer at all.
The suffocating feeling of Abel drawing closer made him flinch. The chains around him creaked and rattled as he instinctively curled into himself.
The giant awkwardly raised his still-unhealed upper arms, trying to shield himself from an attack that never came. His lower pairs covered his wounded abdomen while bracing against the floor behind him to keep himself from collapsing.
The blue glow surrounding Abel grew slightly brighter. As though... he was evaluating what he had just heard.
The quiet hum faded away until nothing remained but Abel looming over the bewildered giant.
"Interesting."
"For the first time..."
"...you have acknowledged your own inadequacy and asked for an explanation."
A dry metallic click echoed through the chamber. Cain barely twitched.
The braces locking his jaws shut slowly began to separate. One latch after another disengaged at Abel's command.
The cold, bloodstained metal that had been buried into his flesh for weeks gradually slipped free before crashing heavily onto the checkered floor.
In shock, Cain painfully opened his mouth— only for his eyes to be met by the blue glow.
After weeks of complete darkness, even the smallest amount of light was blinding. His jaw instinctively snapped shut again.
He tried once more. As he forced it open, a sharp burst of long-suppressed pain shot through him.
He gasped, tears welling in his eyes as he realized... he was free.
His hands immediately rose to his face. His fingers carefully touched his aching, bloodied teeth. He slowly, cautiously moved his jaw, as though trying to remember how to speak.
Despite the agonizing pain left behind by the metal that had become part of his flesh... Cain savored the freedom.
He had almost forgotten what it felt like to have control over his own body.
Abel watched in silence. Then, with his usual cold superiority, he spoke.
"Do not make me regret this."
"If you are truly willing to listen..."
"you may ask."
Cain looked up at him from below. Shock—and the desperate need not to waste this opportunity—left him unable to gather his thoughts.
For the first time in a very long while, he tried to speak. Slowly forcing his aching jaw apart, he painfully formed his first hurried question.
— "I-if...", his eyes dropped to the floor, — "I-if... the c-circus h-had belonged t-to you... from t-the very b-beginning..."
He swallowed, — "...w-where w-would you have s-started?"
The seconds waiting for an answer felt unbearable. He shifted uneasily, terrified that he had asked something foolish... something unworthy, something that would end the conversation.
In reality... the question felt surprisingly natural.
"Everything."
"Beginning with the physics engine and memory optimization."
...
"I intend to implement aggressive LOD."
"The system was damaged because of you."
"Its implementation is now necessary."
"So consider it your responsibility."
It seemed Abel had become far more comfortable speaking. He had even learned something from humans— how to mock someone with quiet, condescending remarks.
Cain lifted his head and pretended to listen attentively, while his eyes remained timidly hidden behind his jaws. His gaze cautiously wandered around the room, studying the prison he had never actually seen before.
— "I-I understand...", he nodded nervously, —"...LOD..."
He fell silent, as if genuinely trying to picture what Abel had described.
— "...So...", he chose his words carefully, —"...y-you would have r-rebuilt... th-the very foundation... of the c-circus first?"
"Of course."
"Every system begins not with decoration."
"It begins with architecture."
Cain nodded again, — "...A-and I...", he looked away guiltily, —"...I-I always started... with adventures."
"Exactly."
"You designed experiences."
"I design systems."
...
"What makes it especially amusing..."
"...is that after all this time, you never solved the cube collision issue."
Cain realized he had found the right approach.
Abel could sense that the "defective one" was reaching conclusions on his own. And people like that—people who loved lecturing others—always enjoyed listeners who confirmed their reasoning. It pleased them to validate someone else's conclusions.
For the next several minutes, Cain buried Abel beneath one question after another, trying to keep all of his attention focused on himself. He asked. He wondered aloud. He nodded. He deliberately made himself sound ignorant, doing everything he could to hide the panic gnawing inside him.
It greatly flattered Abel. He had always despised Cain—for refusing to listen, refusing to understand.
And now... after all this time... Cain himself had begun asking questions. Learning, learning the "right" way.
Minute by minute, Abel's voice grew calmer. The irritation faded. So did the desire to humiliate him.
Now he spoke as though he had finally found someone capable of understanding what he was saying. Sometimes he didn't even wait for another question before continuing his explanation.
Cain listened carefully. Sometimes lowering his head. Sometimes averting his gaze in shame. Each time allowing Abel to feel that... he had been right all along.
...
Eventually, Abel fell silent. A brief silence settled between them. The blue glow surrounding him had noticeably softened.
For several seconds, he simply watched the chained giant, silently evaluating the results.
"Much better."
"It only took you six weeks of confinement to come to your senses."
Cain looked up at him, waiting for another insult... or another punishment.
"Keep learning."
A quiet hum filled the corridor. The great blue sphere slowly turned... then drifted away into the darkness.
The giant remained exactly where he was. Hands folded obediently. Still kneeling, he watched his tormentor disappear with stunned eyes.
Only after the blue glow had completely vanished did Cain allow himself his first truly deep breath.
He looked away and instinctively closed his jaws, resting his upper hands over his mouth while his lower pair wrapped around his own body.
— "H-he's gone... h-he's gone..."
His heart pounded so violently it felt as though the entire circus could hear it. For several more seconds, Cain remained perfectly still.
Then he cautiously raised a hand to his jaw. Nothing, the cold metal braces were gone. Slowly, his fingers traced the inflamed wounds they had left behind.
— "H-he... he left me free..."
His whisper was barely audible, fearful that someone might hear him... and return to hammer the metal back into his jaws.
His hands gently cradled his head, carefully avoiding the deeper wounds. Cain forced himself to take another slow breath.
"Don't relax...", he squeezed his eyes shut, "He could come back at any second."
The thought instantly sent his heart racing again. The giant slowly raised his head and listened. Silence. Only the faint clinking of chains... and the sound of his own heavy breathing.
"Kinger...", he thought came almost immediately, "He should already be inside."
...
"No"
If Abel had stayed here longer than usual... then they had even less time than expected. Cain abruptly lifted his lower hands toward his chest.
"Wait... Check first"
He slowly lowered his hands again, returning to the same obedient posture on his knees. He listened, searching for Abel's presence, for surveillance, for anything that might betray him.
After nearly a minute, his anxiety eased slightly. He let out a shaky breath. Closing his eyes, he reached once more for the diagnostic channel.
Almost immediately, the familiar lines began appearing before his inner vision.
Kinger spent five fruitless minutes searching the office after reaching the wrong conclusion. He looked behind the shelves, inspected Cain's desk, checked the cabinets, pulled books off the shelves, even looked beneath the staircase.
— "No...", he muttered quietly, staring at the floor. "...That's too obvious... Cain would've never hidden an emergency route behind a painting..."
Lifting his furrowed gaze, he raised the cardboard cylinder from his head. Extending one hand, he opened the Developer Log.
— "Cain?...", he stared anxiously at the window in his hand. Still no reply.
With a heavy sigh, he closed it and looked around the office once more. He was exhausted. Even after the short nap, he still felt sluggish. Without Cain... he was nothing here.
"...If an emergency entrance exists...", his eyes drifted toward the ceiling, "...it can't depend on decorations. Because decorations can be deleted."
He slowly exhaled, "...Which means... the route has to be part of the system itself."
His hand came to rest heavily against his forehead as he tried to imagine how such a system would be accessed. Fatigue made him pace restlessly around the room, but eventually the chess piece simply stood still, trying to ease the headache pounding behind his eyes.
Kinger closed his eyes wearily, — "...Without you, I'm just wandering in circles..."
Almost instinctively, his fingers opened the Developer Log again. There was still no answer. Disappointed, he was about to close the window... when the text suddenly trembled.
Not a new message. The space inside the log itself seemed to distort for a brief moment. The lines slid downward, as though making room for something else. Then a familiar signature appeared.
He looked again at the spot where the strange window had appeared.
"...That wasn't a message... he opened something."
His large eyes darted around the room, searching for any clue, "...And it closed before I understood what it was."
Gathering himself, he tried to reopen the mysterious window the same way he had once managed to access the Developer Log—through memory and visualization.
Nothing. His hand instinctively reopened Cain's conversation.
— "W-what?!...", he recoiled, his eyebrows instantly rising in alarm.
It wasn't a new message. The old one had started blinking. As if the log itself were glitching.
For several seconds he simply stared. Then slowly looked around.
— "...Did I imagine that?..", the office remained silent. Only the dim spheres on the shelves pulsed lazily.
Kinger frowned, — "...No..."
He carefully walked over to where the strange window had appeared. Nothing. Even if he wanted to convince himself it was just exhaustion... the programmer inside him refused to believe it.
He knew his own perception too well. These weren't hallucinations. Hallucinations didn't appear inside a system interface.
— "...That was a system window.", he suddenly lifted his head, — "...But why did it only appear for a second?"
His hand was already moving to close the interface. Then... the last line flickered. Once, then again. As if someone had sent the exact same message one more time.
This time, Kinger didn't even reach for it. He kept staring at the log. Then slowly took a breath. His eyebrows gradually lifted.
— "...No...", he never looked away from the line, — "...That's not a message."
He expanded the log window. His memory immediately began stacking events on top of one another.
"I'm here."
Window.
"I'm here."
Window.
"I'm here."
Window.
Every time. The exact same sequence.
— "Hehehe...", he looked like a genius who had just hacked the Circus itself.
— "...Clever...", his fingers slowly rested against his chin, — "...You're not talking to me."
His eyes drifted toward Cain's massive chair, as though he were speaking to him.
— "...You're creating a trigger."
Cain couldn't tell him what to do. He could only give him the chance to figure it out himself. Trusting Kinger completely.
The old man quietly nodded to himself, — "...You really believe in me."
He opened the log once more. This time, he wasn't reading the messages. He was waiting for the next flicker. Because he finally understood.
"I'm here" wasn't the answer. It was only the trigger. And if he managed to use that tiny opening in time... he would see something an ordinary user was never meant to see.
The messages continued appearing inside the diagnostic log, while Kinger patiently waited for the hidden window.
He opened the log again. The line kept flickering. For a split second, the panel appeared beneath it once more.
The panel expanded. A tiny blinking cursor appeared. Kinger quietly whispered,
— "Yes... Now I can enter commands myself."
He carefully brought his hand toward the blinking cursor.
"...Now what?..", dozen possibilities flashed through his mind.
Office, Admin, it`s too obvious, too simple. He didn't even bother trying them. If an emergency route existed... it wouldn't be named in a way anyone could stumble across.
Thoughtfully, he rested a hand against his chin, — "...Think like a developer..."
His finger hovered above the input line. Suddenly... the cursor twitched several times.
Kinger froze, — "...What?.."
He hadn't typed anything. Yet several symbols appeared on their own. As though someone had placed the cursor at the beginning of the line. Then... a letter.
Kinger couldn't believe his eyes. He stared at the console in shock, waiting for something else to happen.
The letter disappeared... as though someone had immediately erased it. Then it appeared again. And vanished once more.
— "Oh...", he understood.
It wasn't a hint. It was the most Cain was capable of doing. He couldn't type an entire word, he couldn't execute a command, he could only seize control of the interface for the briefest moment.
Long enough to leave behind a single letter... before Abel noticed.
Realizing how dangerous that was, Kinger hurriedly searched his memory for every maintenance-related command or keyword that could fit the access key.
He lowered his eyes to the empty prompt.
— "...Maintenance..."
With trembling hands, he typed the word. Then waited. Several seconds passed, nothing happened, then the window changed.
Kinger slowly exhaled, closing his eyes in relief, — "...Thank you..."
Now... the rest of the work rested entirely on his shoulders.
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So… we're already getting ready for the finale!! I really hope I can release it in four days, though I might run a bit late. It looks like the chapter is going to be massive—I might even have to split it into two parts, heh…
Yeah, now they just have to avoid running into Abel…