#pluto12thhouse

I can’t believe I have so many more years of this lol

I’ve been isolating, wanting to run away to the coast and live in a cabin, I deleted all socials besides tumblr and Reddit.

Moved 2000 miles from home

Got a second phone where only one person has my number

Being more open about my mental struggles before suddenly just deactivating and going private

Sleep a lot

Constant nightmares

Anxiety is at MAX level

psychiatrists feel like they’re working against me, prescribing anything under the sun to fix me

Diagnosing me with random things I don’t feel I have

Been to the ER a lot more for anxiety

I hate hospitals but lately they’re the only thing that bring me somewhat of comfort

Missing work, can’t be in public places

Have no energy to function

Having more 12h synastry I can’t run away from

I have my 12th house ruler (Jupiter) in the 10th house … i also have pluto in the 12th house.. what could this mean ?

Thanks🤍🤍

Hi!

12th house ruler in the 10th shows that your hidden world, all your subconscious thoughts and desires could be unintentionally made public. They could seep into your public persona without you knowing. I feel the more you try to hide your 12h, the more it pops up and exposes itself. With pluto in your 12h, your dark traumas, your tactics of manipulation (im not saying you are intentionally manipulative, but pluto in 12h can unintentionally get into peoples heads cuz they’re just so damn intelligent and understanding of the subconscious), and your secret feelings towards power could be apparent in the way the public sees you. This is similar to having pluto in the 10h, just not quite as direct and in your face.