My weekend was just full of health problems.
Chemo and radiation possiblity? Well on this note, I have a tumor in my eye, had it since I was 2 and a half, but my vision has recently gotten worse, and I keep on seeing flashes, so it`s either a migraine spectrum disorder or is the optic glioma acting up...either way I`m getting a headache eval. and and MRI. It`s either surgery with the possiblity to lose my sight, or chemo or radiation to kill the tumor. Which is benign by the way....
Surgery on the 5th of June. Which I`m happy about because I`m getting my plexiform removed! :)
Picnic with friends. ALTHOUGH by the end I was stressed out enough to pull my own hair out...it was fun. Went down the river, and in the springs, which was fun....the water was freezing, and I was kind of upset after thinking about all of the above, so I looked mad, but no no no, it was stress....Too much stress.
SOCCER. I cannot beleive Barcelona lost. I cannot. Not even....
Stress...from school, and the above health problems....and being crowded around by all these people from church at the picnic...anddddddddd.....being forced to take pictures I didn`t want to take...Only ONE! ONE! person respected my wishes and didn`t force me to stand in a picture. I can`t understand why people don`t realize that I`m not going to be here in Orlando when I`m older, and I`d rather not remember my time here either. I`m technically in the picture even if I`m standing behind a tall person......
I have a phobia of crowds thank you very much....
At home now listening to music, and here ranting......
Today is Sunday...I have to get up for school tommorrow.....I can`t beleive that I have to relive a week of torture again.......Kill me now.
