#pleasedontcomeback

One year without you..

I really honestly regret the memories we share together and the important moments which I let you to participate in my life. Because you didn’t deserve those moment at all. And you have proven that oh so well all on your own. I was glad to be able to cut you off the first time, I was exhausted and once that was stress and burden was taken off, sadly I was totally relieved and finally happy. 

I had reasons to cut you off, you were backstabbing and totally just out of line with your comment. And you should’ve realized that for yourself, without having me to point it out for you. A good friend would know what things would make me tick, a good friend would actually know and consider my feelings. But you don’t.

The many jokes and comments that are suppose to be “funny” about my afterbirth scars which are permanent, aren’t funny. I tell you those things in private and secrecy, not for you to joke about infant of other people and to mock me with. It’s like me making fun of your “weight” or “the way you look”. It’s wrong. And inhuman really. 

And when I decide to let you back into my life, you decide that after a while that I was apparently not good enough to be hanging out with you and your friends. So I’m assuming. Yes assuming, with you not returning my calls or text and rather annoyed with me. So I assumed. 

But overall, you were a great friend.