#pleased.

∯ Did you really make me do 10 of these? So rude with the revenge. I should just reply to them all with GIFs and squint my eyes at you judging you from afar.

∯ Although it’s been a busy time with a hectic schedule, winding down at night and being able to speak shortly to people is something I appreciate. It’s good not to get too invested in your work and forget everything else. I realized this not too long ago.

∯ Why yes, I plan on staying a blonde ikemen for much longer. I am not bleaching my brain for nothing only to go back to pitch black again. Too much pain.

∯ There is a reason I have not visited you properly for three years. I know it’s been a tradition to go to Ibaraki and visit you on your birthday, but ever since it got too hectic the first time three years ago, I’ve felt far too ashamed to make up for it. I know that’s selfish, but I do plan on coming back this November and leaving the flowers you enjoyed. You’re one of the reasons I am where I am in my career, thanks to your support work. Thank you for everything.

∯ So many years pass by and we do not even realize it. I’m still surprised to think it’s been ten years since I started this band project of mine. Time’s gone by so fast. 

∯ Where did you go? I think about you rather often now and then and hope you’re safe. It’s been over two years since I saw you around. It would be such a nice surprise to see you again.

∯ I don’t hate. But I can confidentially say I will never be able to forget the havoc that occurred a few years ago. It’s been a never-ending chaos, even though it’s been very silent. It’s still there, and while I can forgive, forgetting is out of the question. I always have my eyes open. And an extra pair in the back of my neck.

∯ Is it strange wanting your life to be in a constant turmoil rather than happy and peaceful? It’s hard to explain, but considering you should always expect a change, you rather prefer to always have a chaos to handle, than be content with what you have that should make you happy. This is my thinking.

∯ I am getting too tired to fill more out. Imagine me adding some Moon emoji in here now.