Closed RP with @placebotherapyâ
Mike sighed heavily and closed the book he was reading, he couldnât pay attention to the words so it was no use reading. He had far to much on his mind anyhow...he kept trying to think what he could have done differently.
Mike kept thinking about Pennywiseâs taunt back down in the sewers...how he reveledd that Mike knew that they might die down there during the ritual. He kept thinking about all his friends faces...how betrayed they looked. He should have just let them leave when they wanted maybe they would still have a few happy years to live on from and he could have tried to take on Pennywise himself, then Eddie wouldnât have gotten hurt...Eddie almost died because of him...all of his friends could have died and it was his fault.
He rubbed his face tiredly, Mike couldnât really remember the last time he got a good eight hour sleep, every time he closed his eyes he just saw bowers trying to kill him...pennywise after him and Eddie...
But he was just thankful that Eddie didnât die...that he was still with all of them, the other losers were sorta forced back to their jobs to take care of their business before they could come back and help Eddie back on his feet so Mike promised he would take care of Eddie and he meant it.