#piwon headcanons

☆ theo:

theo doesn’t get jealous very often, he’s pretty relaxed about these kinds of things and feels like its pointless to be jealous. the one exception is when another guy gets you to laugh. your laugh is his absolute favourite thing in the world and knowing someone else was able to pull that from you, and multiple times, kinda itches at him. he doesn’t say anything, knowing neither of you actually did anything wrong, but he is eyeing the guy with a less than savory look.

will leave you alone until you notice him looking, and gestures for you to join him. “what?” “nothing.” he insists, while slinging an arm around your waist and drawing you in for a kiss. makes a dumb joke to see that laugh for himself, and instantly feels better just seeing it directed at him again.

theo just sees you as the light of his life and wants to be that for you, so as long as you’re giving him a fair amount of attention, he’s good. when you’re not, he’ll subtly bring your focus back to him, and chill out instantly.

smut: jealous sex almost never happens with theo either, as he’d much rather talk through his emotions or give them time to settle than let them get the better of him. even when you’re egging him on, he doesn’t fall for the bait and simply ignores you or walks away. you’d probably have to be really explicit about your desire for him to fuck his frustration out on you, and when he does, he won’t say much, just holds your body down as he pumps harshly into you, talking you quietly through it, holding your hands above your head and abusing your pussy until you’re crying and shaking.

☆ jiung:

when jiung gets jealous, it’s very quiet. you’re standing in a group, and one of the guys keeps trying to catch your attention without you realizing, and every time you laugh at a joke he tells, jiung’s body tenses. it just bothers him, and he can’t even pinpoint exactly why, since nothing’s really happening, except that he doesn’t like that your attention is constantly being encroached on by this other guy.

however, he doesn’t want to show that he’s jealous, and will keep it to himself, sulking a little bit until you notice. it’s easy to reassure him; a hand in his and a smile in his direction is usually enough to make him feel better and ease his anxieties, reminding him that he’s not left out; but if the guy is persistent, jiung may get worked up again and take things up a notch, an arm circling your waist tightly, tucking a bit of hair behind your ear, kissing the back of your hand, eyes sliding to the guy to make his position clear.

he won’t say anything to you directly until you’re out of there, not wanting to be disruptive or to upset you. will quietly tell you what bothered him, not because you did anything wrong, but just to talk it out of his system and receive a bit more reassurance from you. otherwise he might ruminate if left to his own devices and take a little bit to get the annoyance out of his head. when this happens, you just need to distract him with kisses, cuddles and the like. it’ll work wonders.

smut: jealous sex with jiung happens on occasion. he’s an emotional person, and sometimes it just gets the best of him. when he knows you’re down for it, jiung edges you to the point of tears, coaxing ragged moans from your throat and telling you to wait to come until he tells you to, all while rubbing your clit in tight circles and snapping his hips into yours. the sound of his name broken on your lips does so much for him when he was jealous just moments ago.

☆ intak:

easily the most jealous member in the group. if someone so much as looks at you with any perceived flirtatious intention, intak’s shifting in his seat, fighting against the demons in his head. mostly just because he thinks you’re the most perfect person in the world and of course any guy would see that about you, and he doesn’t want them to even try anything on you. will often stick close to you when you’re out and make it obvious you’re taken with a hand around your waist or clasped tightly in yours, and a kiss on your temple.

if you leave his side for a bit while the two of you are out, intak makes sure to keep a bit of an eye on you, not because he doesn’t trust you but because it would just kill him if some guy tried something and didn’t know you were already taken. he knows you’ll tell the guy yourself, but it irks him that the guy even thought about it or attempted something in the first place KHKJHF

never makes it your problem; however, he will be extra clingy and touchy when you’re out of there and back at his place or yours. just attaches himself to you, wants to be as close as possible to you, holding you and kissing you to make himself feel a little better. he’s just upset at the idea of someone else vying for your attention when it should be him!

smut: jealous sex definitely happens with intak, and it’s fast and intense. he’ll strip you himself, mouth focusing on your neck and mouth to suck and bite at, leaving some hickies in the process (and asks for marks from you, too, for good measure). his emotions rise to the surface and he just needs to fuck you immediately. will grind against your ass and smack it, telling you to take him, groaning all through it, pounding into you fast and hard. alternatively, he’s a big fan of having you suck him off…

☆ soul:

soul is also someone who is easily jealous, mostly because he just adores you so much that he wants to be around you all the time and be the center of your attention at any given moment. won’t be jealous immediately when your attention is directed elsewhere, but after a while he gets quiet and shifts closer to you, silently asking for you to look at him or hold his hand.

it’s pretty easy to ease soul’s mind if you stick close to him, or throw him a smile every once in awhile; as long as he’s in the loop, that’s typically good enough for him. if he continues to feel on the outskirts, however, he’s quite sulky and can get a little petty, getting a little passive aggressive to any questions or conversation directed his way.

when you’re alone again, you’ll need to approach soul first, because otherwise he’ll just be stuck in a loop with his emotions and thoughts all tangled together in a worried knot. all he really needs is you to play with his hair and tell him you love him, and he’ll be right as rain, kissing you back and calling you “mine” with a proud smile on his lips. he wasn’t ever upset with you, just missing your warm eyes on his, your smile directed at him.

smut: jealous sex only happens once in awhile, mostly when kissing you doesn’t make him feel close enough to you. He has to be really upset to get to this point, and it will be a lot of rutting against your heat and whispered words on your skin before anything progresses further. would love it if you took the lead, murmuring praises to him and reminding him just why he’s the center of your world, the same way you’re his.

☆ jongseob:

jongseob is the type to gaslight himself into thinking he doesn’t feel very jealous when he is, in fact, a pretty jealous person JKDHHD especially if he was already talking to you or standing close to you when another guy approaches you. even if it isn’t flirtatious by nature, it just pisses him off to see you smiling and chatting with another guy… not that he’s jealous, of course, he’d tell himself. the guy just shouldn’t have interrupted. why is he here, bothering you? what’s his deal?

really has to confront himself and come to terms with his jealousy when you ask him if he’s okay, not even realizing initially how quiet he’s gotten. says he’s fine, mostly because he doesn’t want to make a big deal out of anything or bother you with his petty emotions, but will grab your hand and engage you in other conversation now that he’s got your attention back so that your focus remains on him.

as long as he gets your attention back, he’s happy, but isn’t above side eyeing the guy and responding rather coldly if he comes close again. once you’re out of there, he’ll probably admit to being a little jealous and feeling kinda bad about it, but all he requires is your affection to set him straight again. is very happy to let a makeout session act as an olive branch, satisfied that your focus is now 100% on him and him only <3

smut: jealous sex with jongseob doesn’t happen super often, since he likes to deal with his emotions himself and rarely lets them run loose like that. on the occasion he feels like it, though, he’ll spend a lot of time working the both of you up to it, making out for a good while before anything else happens. will run his hands allllll over your body to remind himself you’re all his, and loves when you do the same as he slides into you, losing himself in the feeling of your warm walls around him, the sound of his name on your tongue as he hushes you and quietly groans in your ear, pushing you both closer to the edge.

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Theo:

It’s giving rich fanboy, buys at least 10 albums each comeback. Goes to multiple stops on tour and always gets barricade and send-off. His bias would literally have a nickname for him because of how many times he has had fancalls and fansigns with them. Probably has a Youtube channel with a decent following where he uploads album unboxings and covers of his ult group’s songs. Also films fancams that go viral everytime since he has the best views at all of the concerts. Would absolutely buy expensive gifts for his bias simply because he can and he loves how surprised they get every time he shows up to a fansign with one. 

Jiung: 

Keeps everything to himself truly. Has a private account on all socials simply to keep up with his ult group. Is the least parasocial out of all the boys. Very shy and would literally cry at a concert especially if he meets his favs. Would also learn dances but wouldn’t post them anywhere no matter how much the other guys encouraged him. But!! He does the covers with Intak a lot and Intak posts them so they go viral anyways lol. Definitely a more quiet stan, prefers to go unnoticed (not because he’s scared of being noticed or anything though). 

Intak: 

As mentioned before, does a lot of dance covers and has a huge following on Tiktok for them. 2nd biggest fanboy. Posts dance thirst traps and when the boys call him out on it he waves them away saying that’s just how the dance is supposed to be done (dance does not include being shirtless but sure Intak). Was noticed by the group because of his cover one time and literally cried for an entire week about it. Still brings it up to this day, it’s his biggest accomplishment actually. Is extremely parasocial but keeps it to himself tbh. 

Soul: 

DEFINITELY makes edits on Tiktok. Has a lot of followers because the fandom eats them up every time, let this boy cook. Also trolls antis like it’s nobody’s business, he does not play about his favs. Posts videos of him dancing but not covers of the group songs, just him freestyling. Probably is hard on main 24/7. His bag would be decked out in photocards too, just jangling all over the place. Would buy a cropped t-shirt for the group and post a pic of him in it just to be a slut on main. Isn’t super parasocial but he definitely knows he looks good and secretly hopes he gets noticed. 

Jongseob:

he flinches at the mention of his name, and you feel your insides recoil further into its shell. 

a memory cuts into the front of your mind at that split second. 

the first time you utter his name, a warm spring day. you had always been timid and too afraid, too shy to ask for what you wanted. but it was the start of a new semester, and you carried the novelty and giddiness of being a university student like another fluffy charm on your backpack. and so you thought, to hell with it. you asked whether he’d like to join you and your friends at a cafe next to the lake. it was peak cherry blossom season, so if anything it was an invitation disguised as something a little more.

he said yes, and proceeded to pay for both of your drinks after your friends mysteriously cancelled last minute. you blushed bright red when he picked up a stray blossom and tucked it in your hair. 

cut to: your shelves, where an uncoordinated mixture of knick-knacks, both yours and his, sit lifelessly, watching your exchange unfold. in a clear plastic box, covered with a thick layer of dust, lies the very same blossom.

“y/n…” a sigh punctuates his sentence, as he wraps a sock into itself, before flopping onto the sofa. his eyes refuse to meet yours again, lest he breaks. 

that’s all he seems to do these days, you realise. avoid, and sigh like he carries the weight of the world on his shoulders.

“we both know…”

“don’t, please.” you mutter weakly, and you squeeze your eyes shut, hoping to stop the memories from invading your brain.

you fail.

a chilly night, a trendy bar, and two glasses of cream sodas. a plate of cheesecake sat in between the two of you, as you took turns taking little bites in between exchanges of high school horror stories and family trip mishaps. the speakers played a lofi mix and soft chatter permeated through the air. somewhere along the way, his eyes met yours. even in the dim lighting, it sparkled like a star in the endless night sky. like a wish, he breathed out, “we both know… this is more than just a friendship at this point.” he reached over, and asked the question you’d been waiting to answer, and you agreed.

the rest is history.

or so you thought.

“we can’t keep doing this anymore. it’s time we –”

“we what?” you ask pointedly.

he looks at you, then. it’s rare for you to speak out against him, always preferring to avoid hard conversations due to your aversion to conflict. he takes it as a sign for him to continue. “time for us to be honest with ourselves. y/n, we haven’t had a meal together in weeks. you sleep on the furthest side of the bed, away from me. you flinch when i try to bring up anything –”

“well that’s because finding a good job is hard!”

“i’m not saying it isn’t,” he pauses, closes his eyes, breathes through his nose. in and out, in and out. “i know, better than anyone. you know how long it took me to land this job.”

and there it is – the unveiling of your differences, like the peeling of a humble orange. 

you used to dislike oranges, once. you liked the taste, but it was always a hassle to peel them. your fingers got sticky and you never knew what to do with the white sinewy bits that encased the little orange segments. but then, when taeyang came into your life, he started peeling them for you without a word. he even removed the white bits. 

“yeah but, maybe if we tried –”

“that’s what we’ve been doing, we have been trying. don’t you think it’s time to let go?”

you inhale a sharp breath, the words like a knife to your heart.

you’ve known this was coming for awhile now, and yet it still doesn’t soften the blow.

“we’re like two pieces of a puzzle that used to fit. except now, our edges don’t match up the way they did before. we don’t work anymore.”

“so what?” you laugh, cold; bitter. “that’s it? you’re just gonna leave?”

you watch as he wordlessly picks up his clothes from the pile and stuff his keys into the pocket. “i’m going for a walk. just, think it through, okay? i still care for you, obviously. it’s hard not to, but i don’t think it’s healthy for us to continue.”

and with that, he walks out of the apartment. 

you stare at the unfolded clothes, mostly yours, and wonder what to do with the miscellaneous pieces of your life. how can you move on? how can you put yourself back together?

you pick up a shirt. it’s a cheesy, touristy one that taeyang bought for you on one of his business trips to japan. it has a print of a cute city mascot that you like, and has grown soft from wear. you clutch it to your nose, allowing the floral scent of the softener – a scent you picked out with taeyang, no doubt – to fill the crevices of your soul.

you’re numb. there’s no right or wrong emotion to feel but at this present moment, you feel like there is a void in your chest; a gaping hole in your heart.

you think about the past five years of your life, and how taeyang was always by your side.

you think about how he has been there for you in every recent life milestone: graduating from university, starting your first job (at a restaurant), receiving your first paycheck, spending your first new years away from your family, fostering a cat, moving into a new place, the list goes on. 

you think of how he knows you inside out, of how he makes you feel safe. you think of the words you exchange under covers late into the night. you think of the kisses you share at the beginning of each day.

but most importantly, you think of the way taeyang peels oranges for you and removes the white bits that you hate so much, placing them on a plate, and eating the hard, dry segments, thinking you wouldn’t notice.

but you did, you always did.

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☆ theo:

makeout sessions will most likely happen at home, just cause theo lovessssss taking him damn time with you and sees any kind of physical affection/touch as deeply intimate and personal. 90% of the time they happen in bed, either in the mornings or evenings.

will cup your face and hold you close, focusing on your lips with slow, languid, deliberate kisses that leave you out of breath and your mind completely empty. is a very very very good kisser and knows it. often smiles and whispers against your lips

favourite thing in the world is hearing you sigh into a kiss. literally lights his body on fire

most of the time these don’t escalate, or if it does, the whole thing is very soft love making. most of the time though, he’s content to bask in the moment and take you in. finds kissing you so relaxing and makes him feel at home

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☆ jiung:

similar to theo, jiung finds kissing you makes him relax, so he would likely loveeeeeeee making out with you after long stressful days or in the studio between working on projects. pulls you onto his lap or between his legs and holds you close with both his hands either under your jaw or behind your neck.

50/50 chance on it escalating. 100% chance if you tease him in any kind of way, either by saying his name in a certain way or pulling at his hair. he loses the game very very fast and needs your skin on his IMMEDIATELY

doesn’t spend the time only on your lips, often drifting across your whole face and neck while he’s at it. talks a lot during the whole thing, cause he likes to hear your breathy responses and know he’s driving you crazy.

makeout sessions could be a couple minutes or a couple hours and there’s no telling with him until you glance at the clock and both realize he’s missed a meeting and you’re late for an appointment. whoops.

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☆ intak:

like keeho, intak wants to kiss you ALL. THE. TIME. it’s getting him to stop and focus on anything else that’s the problem

is incapable of both keeping the makeout session short and keeping it from escalating. he gets excited easily and the second your hands find his chest and you sigh against his mouth it’s so, so over. hands on your waist, body leaning over yours, caging you in. LOVES holding you against a wall or just about any surface tbh

sloppy kisses. everywhere. focuses mainly on your lips but gets distracted sometimes at your neck when he wants to hear you a little louder for him. but your lips are his kryptonite and he wouldn’t really rather be anywhere else

on the flip side, he also really enjoys when you wake him up with lazy kisses. could die of happiness

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☆ soul:

makeouts with soul are spontaneous and giddy! usually gets the urge to kiss you the most when he’s excited or you’re being extra cute, and the kisses start all over your face before focusing entirely on your lips

and once he’s there, he’s THERE. lots of fast kisses, pulls at your lips a lot and holds your waist to keep you close to him. prefers to stand between your legs while you’re sitting in front of his, say, on a counter; OR he likes having you beneath him on the couch

teases a little but kinda can’t keep it up cause he just wants to kiss you so bad and it feels just as hard for him to maintain as it is for you to endure. but he sure does love the dazed expression and the faint voice you have when he does

doesn’t often escalate but when it does it does FAST

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☆ jongseob:

like theo, jongseob also sees kissing you as a personal, intimate show of affection, so makeout sessions almost always happen at home. he loves coming back after a long day, holding you in his arms and kissing you slowly, smiling and relaxing into it, knowing he’s where he belongs.

loves laying between your legs, hands around your waist or under your thighs, and slowly kissing you. nibbles on your bottom lip and often trails kisses down under your jaw before heading back to your lips. often goes back and forth between kissing you and talking about his day and yours, taking all the time in the world with you.

50/50 on whether it escalates, and when it does, his grip on you gradually tightens and his kisses turn from slow to hurried and needy. is a big whiner.

murmuring against your lips with a smile… yeah.

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☆ theo:

when theo says i love you, he doesn’t take it lightly. as someone who typically saves such words for special or intimate occasions, having you practically ignore him baffles him. when he comes behind you cooking and softly says “i love you,” your lack of response throws him completely for a loop.

stands there blinking for a second, wondering if you are too focused on cooking (but you’re just stirring) or didn’t hear him (even though his mouth is right next to your ear). cue more confused blinking as he waits for a delayed “i love you” back and doesn’t get one.

eventually his curiosity and confusion get the better of him. “did you hear me?” when you nod, he just stares at you. and doesn’t stop, even when you laugh. “theo, what are you doing?” more staring. you’ve broken him.

when you finally explain the prank, he comes to life again, exasperated. “ya! it’s not funny!” despite his show of annoyance he’s smiling, relieved it was just a dumb joke. goes back to normal the second you say i love you, with a kiss for good measure. “that’s what i thought.”

☆ jiung:

when jiung mumbles “i love you” into your ear while you’re cuddling in bed in the morning, he doesn’t think too much about it at first. he never really expects you to say it in return, he mostly just says it because it’s what’s on his mind rather than for a reaction or response. however, when he repeats the words later when you’re saying goodnight, and you still don’t say it back, he begins to feel like something is off.

immediately jumps to worrying. is something wrong? are you upset with him? or just upset in general? this isn’t like you at all, especially not twice. he waits for a couple minutes in case you bring it up, but when you don’t, he gently approaches the subject.

“is everything okay?” “yeah, of course! why?” “i don’t know, you just didn’t say i love you back earlier, and then again right now…”

he looks so genuinely concerned for you that you drop the act quickly and tell him that it’s just a prank. his worry melts away and he groans dramatically. “seriously? i thought something was wrong!” feels a little ridiculous for falling for it, but is good natured and laughs at himself. with his concerns eased, he repeats his goodnight, smiling when you, at last, say “i love you” too.

☆ intak:

intak LOVES saying i love you and LOVES hearing it from you, too, it makes him so giddy. so he notices it immediately when you don’t say it back when he kisses you before leaving for work in the morning. spends the entire day thinking about it, replaying the moment and trying to understand why you didn’t say it back. is both dumbfounded and anxious. did he upset you? are you mad? cannot fathom why you wouldn’t say it back unless something is wrong.

his concern would quickly turn into feeling kind of hurt and bummed about it. when he gets home, it would be obvious that something was bothering him by his posture and distractedness. you can practically see the gears turning in his head as he ruminates, constantly glancing at you with those inquisitive puppy eyes as you eat dinner like nothing happened.

doesn’t know how to bring it up and just goes kind of quiet, mind still trying to work out what to do and how to figure this out. while washing dishes, he’ll gather up his courage and gently ask you if there’s anything wrong. when you tell him no, of course not, he’s even more confused and worried.

he wouldn’t catch on ever and would just continue to sadly mull over your lack of response in his head so you’d have to tell him yourself that it was a prank. when you do, he practically melts into a puddle with relief. “oh my god, i thought i did something wrong, but i couldn’t figure out what-” will be extra clingy and will demand lots of kisses and “i loves yous” to make him feel better after being stressed about it the whole day

☆ soul:

in my head, soul doesn’t verbally say “i love you” all that often, preferring to save the words for special occasions and intimate moments. so when you don’t say it back, he takes it personally. will literally stare at you, waiting for you say it back

when you walk away instead, he stands in spot for a few stunned moments before following you. and staring again. and if you move again, he trails behind you, eyes practically burning holes in your head while he waits for you to give him the response he’s looking for.

after shifting locations three or four times, you are forced to acknowledge him with a laugh. “what?” “you didn’t say it back.” “what?” “i love you. you didn’t say it back.”

when you shrug and go back to what you were doing, it dawns on him that you’re probably looking for a reaction by pulling a prank. decides to make every effort to put you through hell until you confess your sins LMAO will poke your arm, get all in your space, continually demand you say it back until you finally give in and say it. and then you’re immediately forgiven. he kisses your forehead and goes back to whatever he was doing before like nothing happened, smiling to himself that he beat you at your own game

☆ jongseob:

please don’t ever ever ever do this to jongseob he will be STRESSED. he’s very conscious of the words “i love you” and the weight behind them and makes a point to say them to you at least once a day. when you’re curled up in bed together doing your own things, he gently kisses your cheek and says it.

when you hum in response instead of saying it back, he immediately loses his ability to think of anything else for the rest of the day. will play it off as nothing because he rationalizes that it’s not really a big deal. internally, he’s overthinking like nobodys business. why didn’t you say it back? were you just not feeling it? distracted? upset? maybe you’ve just reached that point in your relationship where you don’t feel the need to say it back every time. but you’ve never done that. are you upset with him? spirals. literally zones out and spirals.

later, he’ll make it more intentional: “you know i love you, right?” when you nod, he frowns. “okay, i’m not overthinking this, right?”

when you tell him it’s a prank, he sighs with relief and a bit of fond exasperation. “i was so stressed...” honestly finds it funny now that he’s not stressed about it, but will be a little petty for the bit. eventually just rolls his eyes, and relents with a “c’mere,” kissing you and telling you not to do something like that again for the sake of his well being

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