#pitypartyforone

Every. Single. Time. Without fail. What’s so wrong with me? #pitypartyforone #imdonetrying https://www.instagram.com/p/CCrpTtpDbrJ41sXl3HHsagC2Vw_UNPRGBAL1mw0/?igshid=1lt05px4dy9wb

Love people that are there no matter what, those are my people. #pitypartyforone #mytribe❤️ #love #loveyourself #hardthings https://www.instagram.com/p/B5I8M6ig8Vb/?igshid=1jlecregqbsbh

I wish I had family near me. It is hard being alone in a town where few know me... everyone needs to be taken care of once in awhile. Even strong, independent womyn... someone should start a home delivery service of chicken soup and fuzzy blankets... ......... Raise your hand if you struggle with asking for support or feeling supported. 🙋‍♀️ This is one of my lifelong soul lessons - feeling the support that’s all around me. . I’m good at delegating but fully letting my guard down and showing the parts where I don’t have it together remains a growth edge. . I’m practicing every day which is why I teach about it. . Not needing help is not a sign of strength. It’s a sign of weakness. . We are stronger with a wide base of support. We are stronger when we link arms. We are stronger when we remember that none of us need go it alone. 📷 and words from @alex_elle #Repost @katenorthrup (@get_repost) ....... #PityPartyForOne #SingleMomLife #SickOfBeingSick #ODingOnVitamins #Why #SendHealingVibesPlease https://www.instagram.com/p/BtOGqcZnBmC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cqagxcmiizca

Its the worst to be so fucking bored but not want to even do anything about it.

Orion: WTF! Why do  I... well I guess I should of seen the this coming a person can only wait for so long. 

The pale face of a 37 year old pity party. Today, though usually a day of joyousness at my own magnificence, has felt much more a pathetic lonely obligatory day to remind me of my own insignifigance. How am i this old? What the hell have i done with my life? Why do i feel lonely when i have a wonderful man, kind friends who take the time to reach out to me, and a family that spared an evening to take me to dinner last night?! As a woman at work, whom i’ve only met a handful of times, taps me on the shoulder and signs “Happy Birthday” as she hands me some cupcakey ding dong things from the cafeteria as she’d overheard it was my birthday, I sit there on mute trying not to cry all over my keyboard. I think what I crave, what I’m missing, is real genuine interactions with people I care for. Ugh. So here i sit in a puddle of my own tears and self reflection. Let us pray that 37 is a far less dramatic and pathetic year than tonight was. #pleasedontjudgeme #thisis37 #birthdaysareawesome #sendhugsandbooze #pitypartyforone (at Federal Way, Washington)

Oaty Nakd bar cause I needed some carbs to settle my stomach. Got pretty frustrated today with how crap my body is. Can't do carbs cause of my PCOS, can't do most dairy cause of Lactose intolerance, can't do fat cause of my IBS. Honesty sometimes it's just so shit #pcos #ibs #mybodyisagainstme #pitypartyforone #pcosweightlossjourney #frustrated

Long day ahead of me Cleaning ✔️ Packing ✔️ Driving ✔️ thankful I have the energy to get it done! 🙌🏽💪🏼🤙🏽 #pinkdrink #energyfordays #getit #keeptruckin #drivingsucks #cleaningalsosucks #pitypartyforone look at that clear skin tho 🤗☺️😉