#pitifulbefore

❛ you know – i almost let you live, seeing you so upset over him gave me almost as much satisfaction as killing you. ❜ A LAUGH, thinking back, blood covered the floor, a steam in the cold night, god it was so fun!! knife plunging down into soft flesh, ❛ you know how much he fucking cried? holy shit jeremy, how did you deal with that ! he cried for hours before he finally fucking SHUT UP. ❜ voice stern, rough, annoyed. ❛ and then it was quiet again. and i liked it. ❜ 

HANDS DRAG knife across flesh, drawing blood, watching the flinches, the sobs, the pleading, ❛ and now it’s your turn. ❜ a quick stab to the others leg, he wants to see him suffer, he wants to see him bleed. ❛ and your death won’t be as quick as michael’s. ❜ 

knife bloodstained, dripped red on plastic covers, ready to catch any blood, ready to clean up the mess that he would eventually cause. ❛ you know, for such a small guy, you bleed so much, i wonder if i could get more out of you. ❜ another swift stab, knife plunged into warm flesh, ❛ you know, he saw his own guts? he was horrified. to see it all, and oh god his fear was so good to witness first hand! you really should’ve been there! ❜ a twist, blood spilling to the floor, ❛ you’re not allowed to pass out yet, jeremy. ❜ hand grabs hair, yanking up head, iron rust in the air, the perfect night. 

❛ i’m not done telling you about Michael! i’m getting to the best part !! I’m going to talk about his last words!! he asked who i was, asked why i was doing doing this to him, the normal stuff, things i hear all the time, i heard it from marcus as well.  ❜ a laugh, ❛ Then he cried out your name. a mouth full of blood. it was pathetic.  ❜ hand plunges down again,  this time a pull downward, ❛ you really should’ve seen this coming, jeremy. ❜ limp, bloodstained clothes, what a fucking mess.