#pie rants

I asked her on a walk. No way am I doing it in the house - that's a safe space, if I make her feel at all uncomfortable, I'm not doing it in her home.

But she couldn't. She had way too much work to get through. And I don't blame her a bit, she wasn't blowing me off or anything, she spent hours working, but ugggggh.

Now I've got to psych myself up again. And soon. I've got to tell her this week, I've got a deadline. I've left this long enough.

The reylos are running amuck and I can’t tell if this is a trash fire or a spark of something I hadn’t considered before?????

It’s like soulmate shit but it doesn’t feel romantic at all.

They’re two sides of the metaphorical force coin, as expected, and I feel like it will ultimately end with them coming to some agreement.

It feels like there shouldn’t be romance to it though, it’s something way beyond that.

I just think they just are meant to bring a balance to the force together and exist as leaders once they’ve learned from their mistakes.