feuilles d’automne || closed
Autumn had arrived, the smell of rain just fallen lingering and a cool breeze drifting through the window as Rosalind sat in her study, vaguely flicking through an old novel she’d read seemingly countless times before. As the record she’d been playing on the families antique gramophone came to end she let out a sigh, closing the novel she’d been paying no attention to and standing to restart the record.
Collapsing into the chaise longue under the window she took a grape one of the staff had left in a bowl next to it and popped it into her mouth, looking out the window at one of the grand trees in the garden.
The leaves had begun their annual change in colour, soon, she knew, they would be gone, and the cold winter would be upon them once more. Would it be, Rosalind pondered, another winter spent alone? She wasn’t one to yearn for company - she was too busy for such things... But as her thoughts drifted to her cousin and her ever expanding family, she couldn’t help the pang of jealousy. The way their home would light up with laughter over the holiday season, the young children delighting in the gifts and fun the long winter nights will bring.
A grand manor like her own was too much for one girl.
She closed her eyes, listening to the songs warbling vocals, and saw a face in her mind. The feelings she was beginning to have for him were becoming too strong to ignore, but in turn, the worries that her father would never approve of him crept in. Her eyes snapped open, the song having yet again come to an end. Sitting back up, Rosalind closed the window.
She already knew the choice she’d make if she was forced to. Wasn’t it obvious?