#phyx rambles

True Form Sukuna Headcanons

Hi anon! Sorry for the delay. These are only my opinions on what I've slowly come to understand about the character through writing and exploring it over the last two years.

One of my comms, art by @miniairo

🌺 True form Sukuna would know the names of every flower and plant, along with what they mean. It's something he learned out of necessity, surviving off the land alone most of his youth. 

🌺 If something brings him pleasure, even something as soft as keeping you close, he doesn't hide it or pretend otherwise. What would be the point? His huge ass ego leaves no room for shame. If he desires to cuddle, then you are being cuddled.

🌺 He enjoys long baths, not only for their indulgence, but for the relief they bring to his body, easing the constant strain of his extra limbs and weight. He prefers it when you join him, when your hands work over both sets of shoulders and lower back.

🌺 He's a head scratch enthusiast. He likes having your hands on him in some way, shape, or form. Don't forget the bones protruding from his ears. They're unfortunately always itchy.

🌺 Sukuna doesn't get jealous and he has no need to be. Once you choose him, he assumes that choice carries the same certainty and permanence that reflects his own. He simply views what is his as his. But he is possessive in a way that makes the distinction meaningless.

🌺 If you challenge or tease him in any way, be prepared to have that dished back tenfold. An archery contest becomes him looming over your shoulder to "correct" your posture, only to distract you on purpose before splitting your arrow clean through the center moments later. Not that he lacks the skill without it. He's annoyingly competent at nearly everything.

🌺 For him, fighting and battle bleed easily into foreplay. It energizes him rather than threatens him. He bonds through this. If you manage to draw blood, expect that it will be a long night. One way or another, you will be losing your voice (take that as a threat).

🌺 He finds your arguments far more entertaining than he probably should, especially when you are right. The more worked up and fiery you become, the wider that smug grin gets on both mouths. And if you try to walk away, he'll simply throw you over his shoulder and carry you somewhere private to settle it properly.

🌺 He enjoys slow mornings. You curled against him, sharing meals in bed, reading with the engawa door left open, the breeze wandering in. Honestly, doing nothing with you is one of his greatest pleasures.

🌺 Has a memory for details and pays attention to you even when you don't realize it. In the garden. On the engawa. He enjoys seeing you settle into his home and take pleasure in things as much as he does. Over time, he learns what you like and leaves small gifts for you without ever admitting they came from him, because you always know they are… unless he wants to be doted on afterward.

🌺 If he can't sleep at night, he will look down at you tucked against him and wonder how the hell he ended up here. Not with regret, but with irritated disbelief. And if you stir awake during these moments, he only smirks down at your tired face softly, brushes a hand over your head, and tells you to go back to sleep.

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What does love mean in BTS?

The Winter Flower - The love I gave the people who mattered most betrayed me. Now I love fiercely enough that I almost hope it drowns me.

Ryomen Sukuna - I know what love is. I grew tired of it long ago. Yet, somehow, I am losing that battle to the only person I would ever choose to give it to.

Yuna Kasai - I want everyone or one person to love me without conditions.

Uraume - Loyalty is the purest form of love.

Ren Minamoto - I kept love at arm's length my entire life. In the end, choosing to love was the only thing that set me free.

Kaito Zen'in - I had a family once. I loved them. Every last one was taken from me.

Yorozu - I have spent my life trying to prove I was worthy of being loved.

Lord Takuma Kasai - I loved once. Then power became the only thing worthy of my devotion. In the end, both were taken from me by someone I taught to hate.

Ayana Kasai - I loved my family. I loved my daughters. In the end, that was enough.

Sayuri - If destroying myself earns even a fragment of Ryomen Sukuna's interest, then so be it.

Nao - I am still young enough to believe people are good. Every day, the world asks me to believe that a little less.

Kenjaku - I enjoy watching what love compels people to become.

Ayana (the horse) - An apple. Open fields. A good run. That's love.