I feel like I'm drowning
This post is as much for myself as anyone else who might read it. Just need to get some things off my chest. Where to start? My gram has cancer and is literally at the point where she is dying with it, although thankfully at home and surrounded by all of us. So despite the emotional side of that, we spend a lot of time at her house visiting and soaking up every second we can with her. I'm back to work, just part time thankfully although so far it's been everyday this week. They aren't always full days but till I get up and feed the baby, burp her, change her diaper, feed her on the other side, burp again, and then get myself ready plus pack the diaper bag and get my pump ready and snack for myself at work, plus leave in time to get her over to my moms and to work on time it becomes a full day. And then once I get off, I go pick her up and maybe feed her at my moms before we leave, I don't get home until it's time to start supper. Try to figure out something to make, then clean up from supper. Feed her again, play a little and then bath and bed time. So having all that plus trying to spend time with my gram, I fall behind on everything else. My house looks a mess. I need to do the baby's laundry, and actually my own. The whole house needs picked up. I have a pile of clothes in my room that I need to put away. I think I need a shower ;) I'm constantly mentally making sure all the bills are paid. I just feel like I'm behind on everything and working everyday this week has really thrown off my groove. I do have a long weekend but everyday already has something planned. Plus throw in Christmas parties, there goes more evenings to get things done. Thankfully I have all of my shopping and wrapping done so that is one thing I don't have to worry about. Anyways, I have a headache, I'm tired. Time for sleep, and then wake up in time to take a shower before the craziness of tomorrow begins.
