I love being a loverboy
I love getting to throw my heart at my friends and loved ones with reckless abandon because they deserve to be loved loudly
I love getting to spoil someone with my time and my affection and gifts
I love so much it hurts sometimes and thats okay
I love so much and so freely but it scares me to think I could ever be loved back
How do I explain I will love someone until the ends of this earth but the thought of being loved makes my stomach turn?














