#phewf

John has his face buried into the mattress, his hand resting softly and tenderly on Sam’s chest. He’s whispering softly. Dean thinks he might be praying.

I hope you got past the curveballs at work okay (I get that so deeply) and that. you've been able to take care and relax through your period and all the feelings and body pains that came a long with it 💞 as for me, my work week was fine overall! kind of usual stuff, busy but nothing terribly stressful or out of the ordinary which I am so immensely thankful for lol. now I'm beginning a weekend of relaxation and lots of sleep <3 planning on visiting a forest tomorrow since I have a few friends camping out over the weekend! also I am officially seeing the odyssey NEXT weekend (it's the soonest I could get tickets for it in imax because it's been crazy sold out literally everywhere near me!!) and very glad the air quality has returned to normal, that was truly no fun at all to deal with 🥲 devastating stuff, for us locally and also canada, but I was safe through it and stayed inside mostly! of course 🥰 I think your love for animals and plants and living creatures in general is so wholesome and heartwarming, very happy to validate you! ahh hognose snakes are adorable yes!! and I saw a fox about a month ago near where I live, lil guy was on the prowl 🦊 ahh yeah I have a silent peace with insects outdoors since that's their domain haha but inside absolutely not! fireflies are truly magical though, I've been seeing more and more as we get into deep summer 🥰✨ cosmic hawk 🤝 forest fawn is actually us!! our very cool spirit animals sharing a celestial connection hoping this message finds you so well and little forest fawn, I hope you have a lovely weekend full of positivity and relaxation and all kinds of good feelings! I'll be looking forward to reading your next reply! 🌌 (if this one goes through - i fear i flew too close to the sun and I promise I won't write so much but honestly I think I missed our little dialogue this week and wrote far too much, sorry for the mess of spam in your inbox!!!)

part 3!!! i almost started replying to *your* reply of *my* reply to *your* part 1 before catching myself 😮‍💨 DISCLAIMER: work has been draining lately so if my replies are lackluster, my apologies! but know you’ve been warned lol 🫠

don’t you worry, i’m nothing if not a scenic route taker! i know peak color timing varies by year, but when on average would you estimate is the best time for a roadtrip out through those parts? and i knoooow vitamin d is so important (i’ve had to take various trials of 20,000 and 50,000 IUs over the yrs due to severe deficiency hehe oop 😬) but for some reason the routine of taking supplements just hasn’t stuck! and be honest do you have one of those wrap-around neck fans too??

dawww does your dad like to garden/tend to plants as well?? and thank you ☺️ she’s still going strong and i guess i do have a little plant club goin’!? also YES wait my mom says the same thing and has been trying to pawn a pothos off to me for like ever hahaha maybe i’ll actually take her up on it:) thank you for passing along my sentiments to your plants!! please let them know i’m continuing to send them thoughts of broad, hydrated leaves 🙂‍↕️

i appreciate the positive menstrual thoughts hahahah - as i grumbled about way up top, work has continued to be p emotionally taxing lately for a few different reasons. i hate that you’re no stranger to curveballs and busy shifts, but am glad to hear last week wasn’t too bad! how has this current week matched up?? and HOW WAS THE FOREST!!? i’m happy you get to see the odyssey soon - i can’t remember the last time a movie was sold out like that!! hope it lives up to the hype! are you a movie theater snack smuggler?

well jeez, thank you again (there needs to be a blushing/bashful emoji that isn’t that goddamn effing monkey) i love them all so much, but it can get sad rlly quickly in this brain bc i feel so devastated thinking about the ecological destruction we as a species are carrying out 🤪🤪🤪 i cried again about data centers yesterday lolol and have been having a hard time feeling fully peaceful and present when i get outside because i just feel so much grief……… ANYWAY 🤠 you’re so lucky to have seen a fox on the hunt 🥹 they feel like spirits of some sort <3 as do fireflies, which i feel like made a comeback here last year but have yet to really flaunt their stuff this summer!