college au helnik?? are you trying to murder me????/ i need it n o w AND ANASTASIA WESPER IM GONNA CHOKE that movie was my life as a kid and i am desperate to see the broadway version holy shit also the fact that you had to jump in and reassure everyone that you're writing an alternate ending for the parem au is fuckign hilarious and also very helpful bc i was ready to fiGHT
LISTEN THEYâRE MY ACTUAL FAVES i love college au helnik so so so much and also???  i Need to talk abt college au matthias for a sec because.  ok.  matthias who ended up at some super religious boarding school for âtroubled youthâ after his parents died.  matthias being separated from his younger sister because nobody cared enough to try and keep them together.  theology major matthias who switches to english lit because heâs moving away from his upbringing and doing what actually interests him.  graduate matthias going into social work because the system failed him badly and failed some of his best friends even worse and he wants to make sure it doesnât happen to any more kids, at least not the ones he can help.
also. Â look at these nerds i love them so much
âAre you serious? Â Matthias, itâs Christmas.â
âItâs January twelfth.â
Matthias pauses in the middle of pulling on his boots to look up at where Ninaâs sitting, wrapped up in a fluffy duvet, hair falling over her face and into her eyes. Â The thought of joining her again is tempting, but he ignores it and reaches for his other boot.
âYou canât run to the gym on Christmas,â Nina persists. âIn the snow.â Â
âIâm not going to run,â Matthias says primly.
Nina flops back onto the pillows. âSuit yourself. Â Iâm staying here.â Â
and anastasia au wesper aka my FAVOURITES EVER THEYâRE SO GOOD like you know that waltz scene??? Â THE waltz scene you know the one??? Â imagine that with them. Â it happens. Â theyâre waltzing. Â on the deck of a boat. Â also the sass???
jesper: donât worry, weâve got plenty of track! Â weâll just coast to a stop
iâd sell my soul to see anastasia on broadway tbh it looks SO GOOD
okAY the parem au is entirely @thekillercoffeeaddictâs fault, iâm only writing it in revenge for her making me read the original fckn headcanons in the first place, and because she sent me that damn âlossâ prompt.  and you bet your ass iâm writing a happy alternate ending, i canât kill off any of these kids and especially not jesper, wylan, or kuwei.  fun fact the first time i got this prompt my immediate response was âwell shit is it gonna be wylan or kuweiâ because killing jesper is just.  not even an option.  he Must live.  i cannot fathom killing him off itâs just too much