The beasts are always after me

Always clawing and fighting to reach me

They're grasp is stronger then anything ive ever felt

Their teeth sink deeper into me everyday

I cant escape this battle no matter what i try

Before long i fear i will die

These beasts that hound me know no end

Its no use trying to defend

These beasts i speak of know no compassion

Pain is that feeling you get when you cant feel your own heartbeat

Pain is that feeling you get when you yearn for something you know you cant have

Pain is that feeling when you see things you never wanted to see

Pain is seeing them More happy without You

Pain is Love

Love is Pain

I always saw myself growing old with her and making a life full of wonderful memories

Prolly wind up having two or three kids who would go on and have kids of their own

And in our old age we would travel as much as we physically could to see every corner of the world we possibly could reach

I feel like a well without water,

A plate of red beans without rice,

A cake without frosting or filling,

A tire without air

Im not saying its impossible for me to live without her but its the last god damn thing i want to happen on this hell we call a planet

I only miss the memories now, because i know the person isnt the same

Theyve been corrupted and stolen by the one person i thought i could trust

Its ok though, i hope you ruin each other, i hope everything you thought was wonderful will turn sour

Good, i scare even myself sometimes

I hope your terrified of the monster inside me

I cant even function normally without you popping up in my head and bringing me down

Im tired of it and really wish i could just forget all of it