#personalfuckingproblems

So I'm genderfluid transmasculine, that's why I decided to start hormones (cuz more often than not I want to be more masculine right?) but I'm in a femme phase and like, it just makes me think s lot. Like did I make the right decision? And then I'm like well yeah cuz you haven't wanted to hurt yourself since starting hormones just it's weird being dysphoric when you are on hormones to not be dysphoric...I guess long story short am I still pretty? Was I ever pretty? I'm just going to tell myself yes...