#personalc

i think i kinda lost the plot about why i was working out and eating healthy. i got caught up in people complimenting my weight loss and how good i looked that i got rly frustrated and went back to old patterns slowly and now i've regained most of my weight, my liver hurts (i have fatty liver) again and my diabetes is worse. i really wish we wouldnt talk abt looks bc i am gonna have to lose weight again to save my dang liver but thats the only reason why. if i could eat whatever i want and do nothing and be chunky forever without the risk of cirrosis i absolutely would.

No tengo tiempo para alguien que no sabe lo que quiere, ya pasé mucho por eso, ya no lo necesito, así que perdóname si me voy sin avisar, es que no eres bueno para mi salud mental.

drinking a cokie cola out of a bottle but i wish it was in a can

Getting drunk tastes like half warm flat coke and Ritz

feeling hella stressed at work and its not fun i dont like being tols two different things

i’ve been too depressed to shower for like four days so i put my hair in a lil bun for work this morning and now i’m dying to shower mY SCALP HURTS

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