#personal understanding

My reaction when I’ve been asked to write smut just because Dean and Cas “are too hot” together.

Dear followers, or whomever read this:

My ship is not a kink/fetiche/turn on/erotical hobby. Destiel is the celebration of a relationship builded over the years by two beautiful souls that Incidentally share the same sex. So, if you ship them because they play with your kinky side of “how wrong” or “how hot” they look together.

You really need to sort out your priorities.

To me neutral Sanses, and by extension - their universes are as follows:

> Farmer/Oira Sans - He provides free food for all Sanses that do not have any other means of acquiring it themselves besides stealing. The general rule of his AU is that you do not harm his cattle or destroy his fields. He leans towards the bad gang, seeing as Horror is one of the few Sanses he has to care for especially alot. He doesn't join in in multiversal wars and other fights, but he does go to meetups, mostly to inform other Sanses that are in need of food of how much, when and what they will get next. Although he is vegetarian, he does do butchery, and can cook various kinds of meat and other animal-based products, because he understands very well that not everyone is vegetarian or vegan, he also doesn't mind taste testing foods that contain meat, but he doesn't eat full meals of such foods.

> Kaleidoscope Sans (My AU) - a Sans that can be recruited into fights but generally avoids or leaves from them due to not wanting to self destruct and loose his current host. Albeit not particularly protected, his antivoid is not only a safe space for all kinds of people including those who date when they have no other safe place to do so, but also a neutral zone for discussions between multiversal beings that would otherwise be at war. The only form of payment for visiting his antivoid, which is not required by the way, is just anything glitter-like or small enough to count as such, all because it is Confettis only from of sustenance.

> Ccino Sans - Despite being strongly associated with the bad guys, he actually is very neutral, his cafe is another neutral space for discussions and dates and it has the policy of "Anything said in the cafe, stays in it's walls." He doesn't join fights or wars, and isn't recruitable, prefering to stay in his AU, the only times he leaves his AU is mostly when visiting Nightmare Sans in his lair and sometimes if he gets called to a multiverse meetup. His associations with the bad guys and his neutral stance in the multiverse is surprisingly known of by quite alot of people.

> Fresh!Sans and Grid!Sans (Grid is my AU) - although Fresh is extremely dangerous if provoked and Grid is extremely infectious, not to mention both are very lethal on danger scale. Both parasites are actually neutral, prefering to do their own thing and never really siding with any particular group or person. They both are extremely powerful and recruitable, but usually helping out with the bare minimum of things, Fresh being more "caring" (I know he can't care or feel anything, but that is not what I meant) by providing hiding places, food or medicine and sometimes helping with getting people to their destinations if he can access said destination and if it's not too far. While Grid is more action-based helper, also being more of a last choice, noone who knows of grid wants to be infected by grid after all.

> Reaper Sans - Death is neither good, nor evil. Although seen as something bad by most he is certainly not that. And those who think death is good have not realised or learned how much pain and suffering follows him. But the rare few who know that Death is simply mercy in the concepts purest form - they will understand him completely and properly. Reaper Sans does not side with anyone, it is not his job to get in the business of other peoples matters. But he is recruitable as a last measure. He will actually never truly die, for he is needed for balance.

> Latviantale triplet Sanses and Trīdeksnis (my AU) - Similarly to reaper Sans, these three and their fusion are also neutral, having enough on their plates already by having to deal with every single aspect of life and death. They are less recruitable than reaper Sans. Sanses from other universes can visit the Latviantale Saunas, especially since they are some of the rare cleanest places in the AU and multiverse.

> Ink and Error Sanses - their duties actually make them neutral, many people forget or don't realize that creation and destruction go hand in hand. Both concepts as so tightly knit that Ink and Error can and will switch to the other side if they find that it's necessary. Artists can always destroy their work while destruction only gives leeway for creation to happen again. So they both are wrongfully assumed to be good and bad and may even let all of that sink into their egos. But in the end they both are perfectly neutral and can never escape that.

https://www.wydale.org/events/2018/10/20/understanding-yourself-and-others

There are a few reasons why you might want to know your own nature:

Happiness. You will be happier when you can express who you are. Expressing your desires, moreover, will make it more likely that you get what you want.

Less inner conflict.  When your outside actions are in accordance with your inside feelings and…

Personal discussion of appropriate language, preferred language, and checking what I say and do when it comes to sexual orientation and gender Identity..none of this is meant to offend,  so you have been warned. Positive feedback is welcome.