#personal representation

Hi, yeah. (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ I was chatting with a friend of mine about Hannibal (mostly just our favorite scenes), and I thought he was going to mention the Mizumono episode, the fall, or the bit where Will points a gun at Hannibal’s head, haha.

But it turns out we both prefer the Heart Scene. 🫀✨

Yeah, when Will goes to the chapel and Hannibal leaves him that bloody human heart. My friend likes that scene because of something Will says... and honestly, my ADHD makes it so hard to remember lines exactly (sorry guys, I'm rubbish at remembering them!), but I think it’s the one that goes: “A Valentine written on a broken man.” 🩹🩸

Anyway, I love that scene too. It’s lovely in the most tragic way possible. The way Will holds it, how he puts his hand on that heart and just... appreciates it? It absolutely kills me. (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠) 🌫️

It’s such a specialized form of torture to watch him touch that gift with so much care.

I’m feeling very sensitive about it today, okay? (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠) 🌀

It’s a gift, a clinical representation of their bond that I can't stop thinking about. I’m so happy I found someone who shares this specific obsession with the chapel scene.

✨ NO DMs! ✨

Don’t get me wrong, I love cosplay, I love to cosplay, and I’d like to think I’m quite good at it too. Just don’t get me wrong, but I sometimes also really hate it too.

I don’t mean that I hate spending money, sleepless nights, or anything like that. No, one of the things I hate about cosplay is that it makes me more self aware of myself. Not in the self-confidence in my body thing, I think I’m pretty good on that. The thing I hate about cosplay is that I can never find a character I can easily slip into.

As of now, I cosplay as 10 characters.

7 are male

1 is non-binary

2 are female (Given one is a character creator type).

None of them are Asian.

I am planning 5 new cosplays.

1 is a male

2 are... unknown....

1 is character creator type as well

and lastly, 1 is Asian.

You see where I’m getting at?