#personal rant??

It's so crazy that everytime I go on twitter these days there is some tweet of someone saying they need more 'the boys' or 'spn' moots and I get excited because I am new on twitter so I have like 3 followers and they have big following themselves so we don't interact 😂 but to be really honest I like tweeting knowing that nobody is gonna see that...until I get used to sharing my thoughts more openly that is so anywayss I get excited and I check out their acc before following and EVERY SINGLE TIME they have 'Misha stan' in their bio or 'Destiel is canon' like whyyyy 😭😭😭 and then I get the ick so bad😔

All memes aside I'm super fucking depressed

I think self harm is really fucking stupid and there's no point to it and I don't get how it could make you feel good and how somebody could love their cuts or something because it definitely doesn't make you strong. Cutting is stupid honestly and a waste of time and that shit is going to be with you forever what's going to happen when your older and your kids are looking at it all confused. Honestly I used to cut so I'm not just saying this as a bitchy thing to say I'm saying it from a personal view. Cutting is fucking dumb and honestly your life probably isn't as hard as you convince yourself it is. There's no point in being upset over things out of your control and there's no point in hating yourself because there's at least one person in your life that cares a lot about you and there's no point in hating your appearance because there's always going to be somebody prettier and somebody less attractive than you. You've got to get over it because it is a waste of time and it's so stupid to do and you're going to regret it eventually and it's not making you stronger it's making you weaker whether you want to admit it or not