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TOLOUSE LOW TRAX + DON'T DJ + PERSONAL MYTHOLOGIES Viernes 31 de Marzo a las 00h en Sala Caracol, Madrid Anticipadas âŹ10 en El AlmacĂ©n de Discos, Bajo El Volcan, La Integra y Molar Post Club y Giradiscos salen de sus dominios invernales en Atapuerca para evidenciar su neandertal predisposiciĂłn genĂ©tica al canibalismo y a la autofagocitaciĂłn, en lo que serĂĄ un acto de hibridaciĂłn poliestilĂstica musical tambiĂ©n llamado ritual primaveral del after party del ElectrĂłnica En Abril, y rĂanse de Gauguin. Este evento estĂĄ diseñado para exploradores de la densa jungla electrĂłnica y se recomienda acudir con monĂłculo, fusta y casco Pith inglĂ©s, y ganas de acabar mĂĄs perdido que Livingstone y Stanley en unos autos de choque. TOLOUSE LOW TRAX Salon des Amateurs, DĂŒsseldorf "Lo primitivo en mi mĂșsica estĂĄ relacionado con algo simple, que no tiene que significar necesariamente minimal. Trabajo con mucha sencillez, prefiero reducir mis posibilidades. Las limitaciones ofrecen mucha libertad." La Ă©tica de Tolouse Low Trax aka Detlef Weinrich se ramifica en sus mĂșltiples releases en sellos como Idle Press, InfinĂ©, Karaoke Kalk, Kunstkopf, Neubau, Themes For Great Cities, Antitote o CĂłmeme. El productor alemĂĄn es, desde luego, un veterano. Miembro activo de Kleidler y ademĂĄs el hombre tras el infame club de Dusseldorf Salon des Amateurs. Sus producciones como Toulouse Low Trax exploran la elegancia afro barroca a travĂ©s de oscuros arpegios, lentas hipnosis vuelven los gĂ©neros entornos difusos en los que es fĂĄcil perderse, y para cuando quieres volver, es demasiado tarde. Don't Dj Berceuse Heroique, BerlĂn Donât DJ es el alias de Florian Meyer, parte de The Durian Brothers. En solitario produce composiciones minimalistas basadas en en la âmusique acĂ©phaleâ -un sistema mĂ©trico que no tiene un punto de inicio distintivo consiguiendo que el oyente de esta forma este constantemente variando su enfoque mĂ©trico para descubrir distintos puntos de escucha dentro del mismo arreglo-. Se trata de un experimento de bĂșsqueda e inspiraciĂłn mĂĄs allĂĄ de las fronteras culturalmente sugeridas de como percibimos la realidad. AdemĂĄs de sus creaciones para sellos como Berceuse Heroique o Diskant, recientemente acaba de publicar en el sello DISK el EP Paradon't, que puedes escuchar aquĂ. Florian Meyer es tambiĂ©n un DJ excepcional, mezclando con suavidad la infinidad de gĂ©neros que conforman sus eclĂ©cticos sets. Personal Mythologies Hooded Records, Madrid La primera referencia de este productor saliĂł a la luz el pasado año en el sello madrileño Hooded Records. Emergiendo de las profundidades del caos, Personal Mythologies otea el horizonte y asiente con la cabeza. Creador de relatos, Ăłbice de trampas e innumerable selecciĂłn de hechizos. SuflĂ© variado y piloto automĂĄtico para el alquimista emancipado. Cuando encara, politono y desbarre. Incasable peregrino, poderosa fuerza, regulador del equilibrio, eterno conocedor del caos.
Narratives: Personal Mythologies as Identities in the Time of Digital Era, Through the Work of Nan Goldin.
Today, our society seems to be centred on the figure of the individual and the concept of identity has become one of peopleâs main concerns. By looking at Nan Goldinâs practice, I will analyse contemporary ways through which people build a personal mythology as identity.
The term âmythologyâ comes from the ancient Greek mythos which means a tale, a story â Herodotus links it to the idea of lie, of invention[i], it is from a distant source, and anonymously provided to us; and lĂłgos: speech, word, related to the idea of truth, of rhetoric, and of an identified author.[ii]
Considering the narrow scope of this essay I will surface only briefly the factor of the Internet through the bias that the issues linked to photography has taken a physical and more radical shape with the Internet and social media.
I will develop my reflexion in two parts, firstly the making of an identity through aesthetic, in which I will explore the importance of photography as a way to archive oneâs self, its role as a trigger for self awareness, and how both these factors lead to the emergence of aesthetic in oneâs life. Secondly, I will explore the making of a persona, through the creation of a personal mythology.
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The creation of photography in the 19th century introduced the idea of oneâs life archiving, at least among the bourgeois class. Technical leads soon permitted the general public to benefit from it, notably with the creation and the sales of the Kodac (1888), the Instamatic (1963)[iii], and today when every phone has a camera integrated. Photography is linked to the ideas of representation, preservation, remembering, and to an extent understanding.[iv] As Christian Boltanski puts it during the exhibition Documenta 5 in 1972, âitâs a fight against deathâ, the attempt to âcapture a moment, to keep hold of somethingâ.[v] It is almost spiritual, or at least it is certain that photography captures something of the subject, a part of its identity.[vi]
Nan Goldin viewed photography as a way to both archive her life and to preserve, almost literally, her friendsâ existence. Her practice is defined by the fact that she recorded, archived, âmirror[ed] her own lifeâ[vii] through a specific and repetitive process: âconstant picture takingâ[viii]. This archiving process emerged following her belief, or tragic desire, that âif [she] photographed anything or anyone enough [she] would never lose themâ.[ix] Tragic because, along with Boltanski, they came to realise that photography âdoesnât stave off mortality, [âŠ] it doesnât preserve a life.â [x]
Nowadays, individuals have access, through their phone, to a camera and thereby to the possibility of taking immediate photographs; and via Internet and social media such as Facebook, to a virtual, unlimited space to stock their images. Facebook serves the function of a photo-album, except that the process of filling is easier and quicker. Indeed, no need to develop, print the negatives, just upload them. There are barely any costs. It serves the purpose of preserving oneâs memories, through archiving a constant picture taking of oneâs life. The omnipresence of photography and social media has made this process of archiving a central â if not the central â issue in oneâs life.[xi]
Jean Baudrillard declares that photography in itself implies the action of being watched, and recorded. It acts as a mirror stage; it makes the subject aware of himself as an individual and therefore projecting his ego. This means that one will act as the subject he thinks he is or wants to be.[xii]
It is quite apparent in Nan Goldinâs practice, as Elisabeth Sussman notices, her âsnapshots reveal a transformation from unaware adolescence to self-conscious adulthood: Goldinâs friends cut their hair or let it grows, try on dresses and shoes: and as they pose for the camera, they are the person they dream of becoming.â [xiii]
People nowadays experience this mirror stage twice, through their constant use of photo-taking, and through the virtual space where they archive, publish them. As they publish their photographs on Facebook, they have the knowledge that, potentially, the photographs will be seen by a community.[xiv]
âThe age of photography corresponds precisely to the explosion of private into public, or rather into the creation of new social value, which is the publicity of the privateâ[xv]
Thus, as developed previously, photography and Internet act as triggers to make people aware of themselves. They bring public into private: metaphorically when it comes to photography, and literally in the case of social media. From that on to present oneâs self properly becomes a necessity and âsublimation through aesthetic then becomes an acceptable endâ. [xvi]
This idea of aesthetic appears in Goldinâs practice within the content, as her friends â the subjects â through the lens of her camera, start constructing themselves to fit a personal ideal of âglamourâ[xvii], of âfashion trash eleganceâ[xviii]; and on the form, as Goldin discovering colour and artificial light, make them almost systematic[xix], and thereby synonym of an aesthetic of representation.
Today, photographyâs mirror stage effect has become literal with Internet/social media/Facebook. Peopleâs photographs are published online, and are literally witnessed. People more than ever feel the necessity to present an idealised self, highlighting some traits, suppressing and creating some others.[xx] The idea is to reshape oneâs self into a beautiful/aesthetical persona.
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In his essay The Death of the Author, Barthes states two things: first, that an author never creates something new, the author only re-organises by combining/opposing different sources, he establishes this statement as a fatality. Secondly, that the meaningful unity of this assemblage of sources resides not in the origin: the author, but in the destination: the reader. And that even the readerâs interpretation is nothing but contingency and subjectivity, it is one among others whose fate is to disappear as soon as it arose.[xxi] Nan Goldin in the process of creating a persona, a mask, embraces this fatality. She creates a narrative through a complex assemblage of History, she âchronicles the decadence of a later age â the punk subculture of urban bohemiaâ[xxii], and âthe 70s/80s New York subcultureâ[xxiii]; and by âcaptur[ing] some of her friends over many years and accumulat[ing] their historiesâ[xxiv], of individual stories. Within her photographs, her âsubjectsâ[xxv]/friends, plays with different iconographies from ânear Edwardian Glamourâ[xxvi] to emblematic figures âof disappeared eleganceâ[xxvii] such as âCecil Beaton, Baron de Meyerâ[xxviii] or âHollywood movies of the thirties and fortiesâ[xxix]. Finally, in the Ballad of Sexual Dependency, she incorporates âfilm stills from fictional work by women filmmakersâ[xxx], thereby mixing up fiction within reality. All these sources are for the viewer a multitude of collective mythologies[xxxi], which evoke for everyone a singular/subjective thought, memory. Therefore the interpretation one could have of Goldinâs photographs, artwork or persona is detached from Goldin as a person, or Goldinâs life.[xxxii] Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Brock Bazon concerning the Individual Mythology section within Documenta 5, reflects on âthe problem of the question whether the picture itself is the same real as those things which are shown in the pictureâ, therefrom he defines âtwo levels of reality: the picture itself, as a picture, and the things shown in the pictureâ. The narrative of the photographs, and the things that are shown in them exist in themselves, detached from the author.[xxxiii]Goldinâs artwork, this persona she built, then detached from her and thereby existing in itself, become something of a myth, a personal mythology, something having the potential to talk to anyone. Today, peopleâs creation of a persona/personal mythology on social media is, on the same scheme, detached from them; it exists in itself. Quite literally, Facebook decided in 2011 to adopt a format timeline, archiving the userâs life or personal mythology since its creation (the creation of the Facebook account (Facebook uses the term birth)) until the present moment. [xxxiv] Peopleâs process of creating a persona, is noticeably comparable to Goldinâs, because it manifests mainly through the use of picture-taking, which issues have not changed: creating a narrative using collective mythologies. However, by virtue of being accessible, this process of creating a narrative is radically more coherently developed on the Internet/Facebook. Indeed, as in the Ballad of Sexual Dependency, in which Goldinâs process of sequencing, organising, reorganising individual photographs into âaffective whole[s]â[xxxv] (ever-changing âslideshowsâ[xxxvi]) creating ever-changing âimagistic narrativesâ[xxxvii], enriched by ever-changing music and songs (thereby lyrics/texts) selections. Facebook gives individuals the same possibility, with a wider scope: photographs can be gathered into ever-changing albums, coupled with a selection of interests â or as Facebook puts it: âlikesâ (of books, Facebook pages etc.), of music, songs or captions, all the tools necessary to create an ever-changing persona, a personal mythology in constant evolution.[xxxviii]
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As developed previously, the personal mythology created is detached from the individual, and exists in itself. Therefore the question of who is speaking, who is the author should not even arise: ââwhat does it matter who is speakingâ, someone said âwhat does it matter who is speakingââ[xxxix] Samuel Beckett declared, quoted in Foucaultâs essay What is an Author?.
However, the question of authorship matters if one would compare the Internet/Social media to a sort of panopticon, as detailed in Panopticism: The individual acknowledges the potentiality of being watched[xl] - partially because he is himself in the role of the observer/guardian: browsing peopleâs Facebook profile pages. If he takes the risk to act reprehensively, and get caught, then he will be punished. In his essay What is an Author? Foucault introduce the idea that âdiscourse [in our case persona/personal mythology] are object of appropriationâ[xli] meaning that the ownership of a piece (oeuvre) is subsequent to penal appropriation. The author then becomes subject to punishment.
If considered through the lens of surveillance and discipline, it is necessary to link a name, an author, an individual to the book/artwork /personal mythology, in view of the possible necessity to punish. We can then reflect on why society, today, is so inclined to promote personal mythologies, myths around the individual, or simply authorship.
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Author: Kien Denier, 2016
References
[i] Anna Francisca Nilsson, âFragments: an exploration of the significance of myth related to the sense of selfâ, p7Â
[ii]Â Ibid, p9
[iii] Magali Nachtergael, âIndividual Mythologies, Digital Mythologies?â (originally in French âMythologies Individuelles, mythologies numĂ©riquesâ), p2
[iv]Â Rodney Carter, âPhotography and Personal Mythologyâ, p4
[v]Â Christian Boltanski, in, âDocumenta 5â (Jef Cornelis, 1972)
[vi]Â Patrick Perez, âNo Picture! No Picture!â, in the Journal des Anthropologues, p2
[vii]Â David A. Ross, in, Nan Goldin, âNan Goldin:â, p15
[viii]Â Elisabeth Sussman, âNan Goldin: I'll be your mirrorâ, p27Â
[ix]Â Stephen Westfall, Nan Goldin by Stephen Westfall, BOMB magazine no.37, 1991Â
[x] Ibid.
[xi]Â Rodney Carter, âPhotography and Personal Mythologyâ, p9-10Â
[xii]Â Jean Baudrillard, âThe Perfect Crimeâ, p87
[xiii] Elisabeth Sussman, âNan Goldin: I'll be your mirrorâ, p27
[xiv]Â Rodney Carter, âPhotography and Personal Mythologyâ, p11
[xv] R. Barthes, âCamera Lucida, Reflection on Photographyâ, p98 (italics mine)
 [xvi]  Magali Nachtergael, âPersonal Mythologies in the 70s: the Birth of Aesthetic of the Selfâ (originally in French âMythologies Personelles dans les AnnĂ©es 70: la Naissance de lâEsthĂ©tique de soiâ), p4
[xvii]Â Elisabeth Sussman, âNan Goldin: I'll be your mirrorâ, p28
[xviii] Ibid.
[xix]Â Ibid, p31
[xx]Â Rodney Carter, âPhotography and personal Mythologyâ, p11
[xxi]Â Roland Barthes, âThe Death of the Authorâ, p5
[xxii]Â Elisabeth Sussman, âNan Goldin: I'll be your mirrorâ, p28
[xxiii] Â Vivien Opiolka, âPersonal photography: outlines of its emergence in history, a search for its power and the deconstruction of an assumption regarding its use in fine artâ, p33Â
[xxiv]Â Vivien Opiolka, âPersonal photography: outlines of its emergence in history, a search for its power and the deconstruction of an assumption regarding its use in fine artâ, p34
[xxv] âsubjectâ as defined by Baudrillard in The Perfect Crime.
[xxvi]Â Elisabeth Sussman, âNan Goldin: I'll be your mirrorâ, p28
[xxvii] Â ibid, p27
[xxviii] ibid
[xxix] ibid
[xxx] Â Ibid, p36
[xxxi] Â David A. Ross, âNan Goldin: I'll be your mirrorâ, p15
[xxxii] refers to the ideas previously developed from Barthesâ The Death of the Author
[xxxiii]Â Brock Bazon, in, âDocumenta 5â (Jef Cornelis, 1972)
[xxxiv] Magali Nachtergael, âIndividual Mythologies, Digital Mythologies?â (originally in French âMythologies Individuelles, mythologies numĂ©riquesâ), p9-10
[xxxv]Â Elisabeth Sussman, âNan Goldin: I'll be your mirrorâ, p32Â
[xxxvi]Â Ibid
[xxxvii] Ibid
[xxxviii] Â Roland Barthes, âI like I donât likeâ, in âRoland Barthes by Roland Barthesâ, p116
[xxxix]Â Michel Foucault, âWhat is an Author?â, in âAesthetics, Method, and Epistemologyâ, p205
[xl]Â Â Â Michel Foucault, âPanopticismâ, in âDiscipline and Punishâ, p200-201
[xli]Â Michel Foucault, âWhat is an Author?â, in âAesthetics, Method, and Epistemologyâ, p211-212
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Personal mythologies: war, balloons, poetry.
©Simon Norfolk/nbpictures
Simon Norfolk is a recurrent personality on this blog, as some of you will know. I remember the first time I saw his Afghanistan work: in a hot-off-the-press issue of the sadly now defunct, but still legendary, Portfolio magazine. I remember where I was standing, as I leafed through the magazine, eager to devour it as quickly as I could before returning to savour individual images at a later stage. I remember the immediacy of the visual language used by Norfolk: the elegiac beauty of the images, the sense of destruction, mourning and loss, the other-worldliness of the landscapes, all hitting me hard, and making me want to talk about this work, to make work, to become engaged.
From the same series, âBalloon Vendor in Kabulâ is the stickiest, the one image from the series that wonât come unstuck from my brain. Of course itâs a famous, well-praised, image, of almost mythical importance in the cannon of Norfolkâs work. The grandeur of the architecture emerging through a golden light created by Afghanistanâs sandy mist contrasts with the balloonsâ transparent layers of artificial colour; the absurdity created by the juxtaposition of grandiose but broken architecture and anodine but incongruous street vendor throws up an internal dialogue full of questions, and not many answers â who is this balloon seller, who looks like a sad clown? Do the Afghani children growing up in a devastated country at war still muster up the joyfulness required to want a balloon in the first place? Of course they do, but in a war-torn country where poverty is rife, who can pay for the ephemeral fun of a balloon? The added layer of meaning comes from Norfolkâs caption: âballoons were illegal under the Taliban, but now balloon-sellers are common on the streets of Kabul, providing cheap treats for children.â
For me, this image conjures up something appalling and grindlingly cruel at the same time as it invites me to continue to look â and caught in this dialectic, the longer I look, the more questions I ask, the more I think, the more I feel. In 1942, Paul Eluard, the French Resistance poet, wrote a collection of poems entitled PoĂ©sie et VĂ©ritĂ© â a collection of beautifully constructed, heart-breakingly awe-inspiring, Resistance poems, which invited the reader to engage in the fight to liberate France. Indeed, the poem âLibertĂ©â was parachuted into the Maquis, inspiring the collective fight against oppression. This is engaged art. Sometimes, I am not sure that art should have any other function but to be engaged. And thatâs why âBalloon Vendorâ sticks.
Personal mythologies: of pumpkins and crayolas.
There are some visions that remain etched across the retina long after they've been observed; there are photographs that can't be shaken off, or bumped out of memory by new ones. Everybody's brain contains a collection of these sticky pictures, images that become unique reference points in each of our personal histories.
Joel Sternfeld's American Prospects, and his McLean, Virginia, December '78, Pumpkin Stand, Field, Fire (1978) in particular, occupy a seminal place in the history of photography, and it's easy to see why. Capturing an exceptional moment in time (a fireman calmly choosing a pumpkin while a house is engulfed by flames) with the compositional precision of a painting and the ironic gaze of a journalistic bystander is something only photography can do, and that Sternfeld excels at. The tension between the normality of the pumpkin seller and the fire raging behind his stall is emphasized by the triangular composition of the image, with the chaos of the orange pumpkins in the foreground echoing the flames in the background.
Yet, for me, the real punctum of this image is the hand-made lettering announcing, above the stall, âMcLean Farm Market, Sweet Ciderâ. Straight away, I'm in the America of my childhood. The green of the letters is none other than the Pine Green of my long-lost box of crayolas. The apple drawn on the sign above the stall is the same, unmistakeably proud, American Red Delicious apple found in all 1980s sticker packs. In a self-reflexive Barthesian movement linking intellect and affect, the act of looking at the photograph transports me immediately back to my childhood on a cloud of nostalgia for the America of the early 1980s. Very Proustian indeed.
With a traditionally shaped farm stall in the centre of the image, orange pumpkins glowing, the vernacular of traditional American folk art (barns and farms in naive landscapes full of Halloween readiness) is alluded to; but, far from being a calendar picture, sticky sweet and sentimental, this picture sticks because it's bitter-sweet. Catastrophes happen, firemen buy pumpkins. Fires rage, and we grow up.