And when I finally stop procrastinating and make the Unrequited Mu Qingfang x Shang Qinghua fic where Mu Qingfang was the one who has always treated the many bruises and wounds and cuts Mbj would give Sqh throughout the years and Mqf would slowly fall in love with him because SQH shows the most vulnerable side that not even MBJ and SQQ knows and he'd be the biggest yearning and he'd hope that moshang would never end up together because in his mind Mbj treated him like shi but moshang inevitably get married and fall in love and Mqf still loves sqh and he wants him to be happy and he bonds with Lqg about their unrequited loves of their life, it'll be so over for everyone










