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Today, I invite you into the depths of my heart, where desires and emotions intertwine. I yearn for a love so deep, so genuine, that it can be felt in every fiber of my being. It’s a longing to be cherished and adored, to share an immense and all-encompassing love with a partner who craves the same intensity. I ache for a love that transcends mere words and resonates with the very essence of who…

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“Honestly, the way you’ve made me feel..is that you’re not trying to really hang out with me beyond having sex with me. It’s made me feel shitty and empty inside. The sex has been horrible… with no connection nor excitement. That being said, I don’t want to drag this out any further. I would rather focus my energy on being alone or connecting with someone that values me as a whole person.…

My birthday week has come to an end, and I can’t help but feel a bit down about it. However, on the bright side, we still have two more weeks of Aries season ahead. This birthday holds a special significance for me. For the first time, I genuinely feel joyous about celebrating not just another year passing, but about celebrating myself and the life I’ve created. Previous birthdays often felt…

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This is a heartfelt tribute to all my beautiful friends, both old and new. While I often write about various aspects of my life, I realize that I haven’t dedicated a post to some of the most significant people in my life – my friends, my chosen family. They are the pillars that keep me going, grounded, strong, and focused, regardless of the challenges I face. They remind me of my capabilities and…

Releasing myself from the burdens of forgiveness has proven to be the most challenging aspect of my journey. While I’ve managed to extend forgiveness to those who have wronged and hurt me, the challenge lies in forgiving myself for the missteps and actions I’ve taken. The weight I carry is not just guilt; it’s a tangled mess of emotions that has taken control of my life. It casts a shadow even…

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I had a whole thing going. I had a sequence of events for story-telling purposes but I scrapped it. Unfortunately, shortly after I returned home, I discovered that the other person he was involved with was actually his boyfriend. I found out about this while I was at a concert, engaging in a friendly conversation with his roommate, whom I had met when I was at their house. This shit sucks, and…

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Again, life is pretty funny. The ending of 2020 marked the end of a challenging chapter in my life. I had been in an on/off situationship with someone for a few years, and when they decided to move from New Orleans to New York, they abruptly cut me off. The ending was bitter, and it took me quite some time to come to terms with the fact that this person was no longer a part of my life. In the…

Living in the vibrant city of New York as a 27-year-old professional is an adventure in itself. From the hustle and bustle of daily life to the excitement of exploring new experiences, this concrete jungle offers a unique backdrop for love and self-discovery. In this post, I want to share my personal journey, delving into the effects of dating out of boredom, grappling with self-confidence,…