#perpetuallyoptimistic

Help?

So, my sprite is dead. There, I said it. He’s dead, he’s gone. I’m done greiving. Especially since this session could use some optimism right about now! Chronos is ….well, Chronos, and he needs to be stopped. The final frog and this entire session depends on it. The dude seriously thinks he can be a wet blanket on our fiery spirit, But you know what? Screw him! We’re gonna win this thing! We’re gonna get that final frog and create the Genesis whatever, and there’s nothing he can do to stop us! Even if Ornis doesn’t help, that skull-faced fricker should be prepared for us to kick his sticky wicket! In other news, I got a girlfriend. :3

Seeing as people have been posting things about /dramatic/ stuff, I've decided to follow suit, from a need to fit in. Today, was a sorta good day. I got high on mushrooms (don't ask) and EQ had to come get me. I was riding a consort, thinking it was a unicorn. Must've been glorious. I don't remember much from it >_< and then I chatted on the memo for a while, things were okay. Then I went to HQ and got everyone to go dungeon crawling with me. A few people left, so it came down to me, Sogwa,(SB) Niki,(SJ) Kimura,(CP) Hannah,(EQ) Ash,(FP) Katelynn(PK, who is a guy xD) and his AI, CAFAI.(AR) (Sorry to anyone I missed >_<) We went to an underwater dungeon on LOCAL. it was fun for a while, I got a new strife specibus, and punched a Sea Ogre in the snoz. (Glorious!) ....then things got real. We came into a room with a chest and a lost-and found. In that lost in found....were the bones of past dungeoneers. I remember thinking, "that could have been me. Or my teammates."I just stood there. I didn't say a word. How could I? I guess after that, I kinda... checked out. I couldn't feel...anything. I walked along, and when we got to a room with an Imp Drake, I didn t say anything. The thing just wouldn't /die/. I shot it with a laser pistol, and all of us attacked it pretty well. But then.... Hannah got hurt. She used her hookshot to hang onto It's neck. It thought it would be a GREAT îdea to spin like a tornado. Hanna was thrown off it, ànd crashed into a wall, KO'd. I thought of the bones. And flipped out. I started yelling things i don't remember now, and charged it. That, along with Kimura's Cherry Bomb, màde it fall over. On me. I basically said "Fu*k you" to the Drake, caught it, ànd threw it against a wall. Said wall broke, and made water come rushing in. I was about to make a dome over us all, when we were teleported out. I guess I killed it. I quickly calmed down, and went stone-faced again. I just left, going back to LOZAL. I fixed my microphone (which exploded >_<) añd tried to say something...and failed. Not one word escaped my lips. I read some people were going back to HQ, and for some reason I felt like I had to go too. I pchoo'd over on my rocketshield and sat around, silent. But I realized...that I needed to talk. I had to vent or risk being a mute. I talked to Sogwa, and got my thoughts together. Was I that much of a pansy that I was gonna freak out over a few bones? No time to sissy around, here! And yet.... The bones won't leave my mind. So, Sogwa and I helped out this guy Tounks(SP) and we wènt back and played some truth or dare. It was fun! I drank pure, lîquified PAIN. 'Twas excrutiating. And awesome. But then it was my turn... and I think I hurt Sogwa. I go and ask her to dance to gangnam style, while wearing a dinosaur costume, and she got angry and left,. The game ended immediatèly, and I vamoosed. I hurt her. Darn it, why do I do that? The person that rose up to help mè, I have to go and hurt! I just wish I could talk to her... -perpetuallyOptimistic