Small update
Note : I am now okay and I moved out !
I always try to be joyful and funny. However, I now have to talk about something that I never wished that I would have to talk about but it has come to that point. Yes, college and my job has been the main reason as to why I dont upload as videos/mods much but it also has to do with the environnement Im currently in. I currently do not have the financial power to leave where I live. My family and I still live with our abuser. It is much more complicated than just leaving. Tonight I almost got punched in the face. (Yes, police was called and I am safe) Luckily some of my family members were around but I guess it awoke something in me but, all this to say I have a lot of mental health issues I've been dealing with ever since I was a kid and a whole lot of other things have been consistently happening in my life. I'm trying very hard to stay strong but I have to make sacrifices as much as I love sims 3 so much and making content as well, I wish I could be as active as I was before but now I have a job and Im saving up for very important things. I basically pay for the majority of my things, my bus card, my semesters, my personal bills, my school books, my school supplies, sometimes I help my mom with groceries and a lot more. I have a lot of responsibilities. Sadly, I do not have the same amount of free time as before. I had 2 weeks off of work since the 2nd of june. This is my first time in a while that I have time to relax but sadly I guess I didnt relax not surprising, if you ever lived with a narcissist you know the drill.
However for the " how I make my sims " video, that video has been recorded, I just need to edit it and then upload the video.
Now if I ever disappear, Im either dead, because this person is very violent (worst case scenario) or literally cannot afford to give my time to making content anymore because of my life circumstances (best case scenario)
Now, Im not expecting pity because that doesn't help anything but Im just trying to explain where Im coming from and why Im inactive most of the time.
My dream one day is to feel safe and have a place where I call home. I hope I can fufill it one day.
Anyways, if you took the time to read thank you, I appreciate it š









