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stargirl mary because she's trying too hard to be the moon and she's too scared to be the sun stargirl mary cuz she's a follower lead around by her nose her love like a dog stargirl mary cuz she glimmers shines verges implosion but never moves never changes her path she's about to fucking die and she freezes stands still she can't move so she obliviates herself so she won't have to mary a star that's burning that's exploding light years away but you won't know til it's too late mary is supernovic mary is a black hole that doesn't care enough to warn people away from her gravitational pull because that's what she does she ruins she ruins she fluoresces she ruins and still she's in ruins
pandora is the sun but not in the idealized way not in the rays of light warmth of summer way not in the dappling beams illuminating the water way in a hurtling ball of fire way in a once you are drawn into her orbit you can't escape way in a don't get too close way in a charred skin and flaky ashes way in a the sun is a star way in a she's not enough to be a black hole way in a she's going to shrink into nothing way in a burn herself out way in a phaethon crashed the sun and scorched the land way in a violent burning way that needs that begs that calls
mary is not the moon because she is sharp and pointed and loud but she could be for all she endlessly revolves around the sun chasing something nothing at all pandora is not the moon because she is blunt and uncalculating and thoughtlessly brilliant with her wreckage sort of style but she could be for all the time she spends being someone else's center
mary is not the sun because she is not brave enough to be. pandora is a star because she is brave enough to be, but she is only the sun, stuck in her own little world spinning all around her, shrivelling endlessly into nothing at all.
