#peopleissues

I'm 21 and I am going back to school again.  How am I supposed to break all those bad habits I've spent my life nurturing? I don't finsh things, because once you've finished the next step is judgment. Its stupid that I allow my fear of failure to hold me back from success, but I don't know how to break that. I suppose my only option is to face it head on, perhaps with a study partner. Which brings me to my next issue.

How does the average human make friends? I mean I'm an introvert through and through, it's hard to maintain a conversation when all you usually do is think to yourself. When I talk with my friends I'm the listener who replies to the talker, I don't start conversations (normally). So yeah.

It's hard to be yourself in a place where you know people don't like you or accept you. How do you not let it affect you? How do you learn to work with them? And the hardest part, how do you make them think that you like them? That's the key.

I'm sure many have experienced this whether it's in high school, college parties, work spaces, or family situations. There has to be a secrete.

Why can't people just get along? Why is it "there way" or no way? Why do people have to judge you if you are younger than them and are in a higher position. Why can't we just respect other humans for who they are, as they come. And why can't we just be comfortable with ourselves, in our own journey. I don't get it.

I don't have answers. Or I do, but the answers aren't good enough. Or they will find something else wrong with it.