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Each day yet remains
The same as the next.
My world is so small,
Unpeopled and bleak,
I’ve forgotten what
Mysteries await
Beyond the door of
My small, cloistered home.
If only I could
Walk out and into
The world of sunlight.
— deveril
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Take this heart and see how it beats despite these fragmenting wounds,
how it glows with fire but is not consumed in the inferno.
Take this heart from me; it doesn’t belong to me anymore.
– deveril
Pleading for my life, dignity forgone, I look up to you, my very last hope.
Those beautiful eyes are cold, impassive – no love left at all. They hold my answer.
– deveril, No.
I'm hurting, deeply. This isn't a poem. This is me, screaming 'til my throat's bloody. I can no longer defend myself from this abusive life. I am defeated. Please stop beating me. You've taken it all. There is nothing left but a broken heart. I am begging you, just take it, it's yours. It is your trophy. Please stop beating me. -- deveril
A dead leaf blowing on a careless wind; lifeless, purposeless, without direction. This is the nature of my existence.
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Within the defiled sanctuary of my demolished heart, the altar had been resanctified; the devotions renewed; prayers were answered, all because of you. But now my heart is empty, and the one who gave me life and love has gone away.
deveril
This is the gray world between the raindrops, the eternity transpiring between the ticking seconds.
This is the ghost world that I inhabit, unnoticed, like the others who are dead to those who matter.
No one cares for me. I’m invisible, and I cannot speak; I move soundlessly into the shadows.
I cannot escape the numbing grayness unless you reach out and pull me into the world you live in.
– deveril, I can’t do it alone
Those of us who are children of neglect have such a fear of abandonment that we form attachments with difficulty.
We know the feeling of being ignored, being forgotten. So we build the walls, we protect ourselves and our fragile hearts.
If I trusted you, if I opened up, if I made myself vulnerable to you, please understand what a risk I took.
Please be delicate. These broken pieces are held together by the faith I’ve shown in believing you. Please don’t destroy me.
– deveril
