#pcindre

:) i’m feeling a lot of relief rn bc i thought it’d lost screencaps of the conversation that i’m being accused of abuse in, but i found them so! thank god lol. this isn’t a call out, and i don’t want anybody to send  the user in question hate over this, anon or otherwise - it’s just that a lot of slander about me is being thrown about at the moment, about how i’m cool with sending people death threats and how i’m evil and abusive etc, and like...

it’s just not true, and it doesn’t hold up in the convo in question.

so re: messages you might have been sent by boybcnd / badwolftm / pcindre (who has other URLs as well) “warning” you to stay away from me, like... this is the conversation in question. this isn’t a callout, just the convo as it happened. bowie has said they are unable to access screenshots, but it’s okay, because i’ve got them right here. 

some context: i used to roleplay pietro maximoff @mutancyspeedandcharm, and then @zywesrebro​. I used to use the FC of joaquin phoenix, which was obviously shitty of me, because pietro maximoff isn’t a white jewish guy, and is a guy of romany descent. i learned from that and i moved on, quietly abandoning the blog bc i wasn’t? really comf drawing a lot of attention to it. 

so fast forward to may of this year. 

i had reblogged a few posts about how whitewashing isn’t forgivable even when one is using the canon whitewashed FCs. i didn’t know at the time that one lass had been sent death threats over it - all i saw was that some people were making the argument that whitewashing was okay if it was done by the canon, which... unnerved me. 

bowie made a vague post on boybcnd, which has since been deleted. i don’t remember its exact details, and i apologise for not having a screenshot of it, but it basically said how hypocritical it was of those who RPed muses in the past with whitewashed FCs to now call out whitewashing. i was very upset, and i assumed the post had been about me - given that i was already feeling tender bc stuff had been sent about me into @ofconfessions​, the drama of the time

       ❛ so—i’ve been thinking. ❜ peter starts, his hair still tussled from sleep. he’s at their kitchen counter, in nothing but gray sweatpants, a mug of steaming coffee in one hand and his cell phone in the other. he has class in an hour, which really means he should get his ass in gear and start getting dressed. but he MISSES his girlfriend due to their busy schedules, and the mornings are sometimes the only chance the pair get to speak. ❛ you’ve been working a lot, and i’ve been crazy busy with school and spider-manning, we should take a weekend off and go somewhere, soon. when do you think you can get away? ❜ 

He takes in her words and lets silence hang in the air between for a moment. Things could be different. The string of thoughts that followed ‘what if’ were a curse. Almosts were the worst kind of scenarios. 

It haunted him at times.

“If anything was different I wouldn’t be standin’ here.” 

More importantly, she wouldn’t be standing here in front of him.

He was taking it out on her and it was unfair. He knew this, but he’d reach his limit. These past few weeks had been hell. Oscorp’s stock had plummeted, the board was about ready to hang themselves, and Stark, as always, was off in the distance gloating. The Variety piece was an attempt to humanise Oscorp. Give a face to the cold corporation.

He was the face of it. He was the charm. Well, he was human. And he was imperfect and Harry was tired of bailing out the company that reminded him so much of Norman.

Were these the first steps into madness? Norman forever haunting his every step?

This was the real issue. This was the crux.

“Oh, I’m gonna be pissed,” he states, obviously annoyed, but resigned. “Maybe they’ll get some choice of words they don’t want.”

“I was runnin’ late. And besides I told ya I was gonna make it up to you as I was dragged outta the board room. Am I absolved now?”

Hands still full with all the Chinese takeout one man could carry he turned around to face her and offered her a dazzling smile.

                 “I am bound to the Avengers by the strength of my own magic.