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“Ah Lu Guang,” his name said as a drawl, dragging it out, tone borderline begging as he attempted to get his own way. Cheng Xiaoshi was determined, when he was focused he could achieve anything, pestering, wearing down their resolve. “Lu Guang.” His name spoken again, as if it would somehow make him more attuned to agree to what he wanted.

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𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝. it isn't her fault that people like nadame jīn want more time with her, and in fact, he is grateful that the jīn is at least trying to put forth an effort   ( ... although he would strongly disagree that they are doing it for her.  )   and have made attempts on her behalf. however, seeing her in person again feels almost dreamlike. wèi yīng can feel tears burn in the corners of his eyes as he takes hurried steps in her direction, and once close enough, he pulls her in for an embrace. his lips curve into a grin as he remembers how it feels to see her.

  “   shījiě ...   ”   he softly breaths before his trembling lips press gently against her cheek. he timidly laughs as he pulls himself away and nods in an attempt to compose his emotions.

There was an attempt. ♡

It’s an irrational fear , he knows , the same kind everyone gets when they’re going to the doctor , but this time’s like the final boss . Forget yearly checkups , this is  — A DENTIST. Shen Yuan can’t help but to wonder who sets out in their life to be a dentist anyways ? Are they like ‘ yeah , my career should be making people cry as I stare down the void of their throat . ’ ?

Ah, but he shouldn’t be so critical . If dentists didn’t exist , this wisdom tooth he’s got digging into his mouth would just hurt forever and who knows what would go on with those cavities. He’s seen this guy a couple of times for medical advice , and from what Shen Yuan can tell he’s pretty professional . It helps a lot , considering he’s fully self-aware that he can get a bit chatty , especially when his nerves are acting out. ( He’s surprised his dentists hasn’t knocked his teeth yet out of spite. ) 

He’s fiddling with his mobile phone , catching up on some web novels before he hears his name called by the nurse.  It sucks that he’s gotta leave himself on a cliffhanger , but the marvelous world of dentistry was calling. He bids her goodbye , ending her shift early apparently . At least there would be no one around to call him a wimp behind his back when they hear his pitiful cries along with the sound of a drill. 

; plucked from this MEME. - accepting. 

It would be his luck, or lack thereof, that she’d be as stubborn, if not more, than he was. One would think she wakes up daily and chooses to do things that would either annoy him or make things more difficult, for both of them. And he wasn’t sure she wasn’t doing just that. “ Keep telling yourself that, I can hear your hearbeat from across the room, might as well have a neon sign above your head with an arrow, indicating to anyone that cared when and where you were at all times. “

 It was one thing to take care of himself, that part he had mastered, or so he told himself. But her showing up out of nothing, out of thin air into his life had throw the proverbial wrench into the whole well oiled machine. After all this time and all the incidents the two of them faced, one thing was sure, she wasn’t trying to kill him or get him killed, at least not on purpose. Which made it all the more annoying. 

❛     don ’ t   be   a   spoilsport ,   this   place   has   the   finest   wine   &   women   in   all   of   great   liang .   what ’ s   that   face   for ?     ❜

It was easy to hide behind the guise that he was Mo Xuanyu, it was safer that way despite the horrible luck that Wei Ying had after his return. He was quick to run into people that he was trying to avoid, people who would easily want to run a sword through him. Especially Jiang Cheng and Jin Ling, they had plenty of reasons to hate him. Asking them to forgive him would most likely be impossible, he was the reason why the Lotus Pier fell and the reason why Jin Ling’s parents were no longer alive.