#paw asks

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oh. oh. ahaha ;; you’ve blessed me thank you 💜

i’ve been dying to talk about some softe things in my writing !! 

“Something breaks in him when you kiss his cheek, though. It’s different. Soft, reverent, like he’ll shatter beneath your touch. No one’s ever touched him like that before. Heat burns at his eyes until he can’t hold the tears back anymore; when they roll down his face, you brush them away.” [x]

so. this paragraph. hoo boy. 

ray is an extremely broken man, and i imagine he’s never been touched gently. he can handle abuse and anger and sadness, and he won’t break under any of that– but when someone who cares for him touches him softly, he shatters. he doesn’t know how to handle tenderness. quite frankly, it probably scares him a little. he’s being thrown a curveball here and it probably pushes him beyond what he’s comfortable with. he’s never seen this kind of affection, he’s never been on the receiving end of this before. but he does know that he likes it. i’d like to think that these kinds of tender moments remind him that he is human and that he is deserving of affection after all those years of neglect. also important to mention that this isn’t sexual. it isn’t something meant to hurt him further or push him to his limit or to gain something from him– it’s a moment that is completely selfless, a moment that will nurture him and allow him to grow further as a person once he feels secure. as he is, he just isn’t ready to give yet. 

he just needs a lot of support and a nice long cry to let it all out, to break in the arms of someone who will help him build himself up again 💜

that’s possibly one of the biggest compliments you can give to a writer 😭 thank you, love ! 💜 

isabellll 💜 forgive me for procrastinating on this,,, okok so i struggled a lil to choose what to talk about, but am settling on the hc saeyoung + troubling nights [x]i wrote this when i was in a reallyyyyyy bad spot, aha. this is certainly one of my favourite hcs because of how much comfort it brought me when i was writing it and, similarly, it’s meant to be a soothing read. we all get tired. we all have complicated emotions that are, sometimes, hard to voice. and sometimes, we don’t necessarily want to speak about them, we just need to know that someone understands, and that there will be someone there to catch us when we fall. that the comfort of their presence is all that’s needed.i’d like to think that out of all of the members of the rfa, saeyoung is the best at this, only because he’s so used to keeping his own emotions close to his heart. he’d understand that some things can’t be spoken, that some pains possibly run too deeply for him to heal, and he’d respect it. but that doesn’t mean he won’t lie with you and comfort you and love you like you’d deserve.

about saeran? hell yes pls join me saeran hell and we can burn together dkhgfhfg it’s actually quite a lovely place 💜

but seriously we should do a collab pls