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Title:Ā You're my heart
Pairing: Flake Lorenz / Paul Landers
Presentee: mwbr13
Prompt:Ā Gingerbread Heart
Warnings/Tags:Ā First Date | Heartbreak | First Kiss
Word Count:Ā 2.436
Summary:Ā When Flake gets stood up on a date, Paul has an idea how to save the day. He pretends to be his date.
Read on AO3:Ā here
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āI really asked her out this time,ā Flake says when he comes home and Paulās stomach squeezes painfully together. Heād dreamed of this for weeks and now his nightmares would come true.
āAnd did she say yes?ā Paul asks back, because even though heās been in love with his best friend for months by now, heād never not support him in anything. Flake deserves to have a sweet girlfriend.Ā
Flake walks into the kitchen now, where Paul is making them dinner. Itās nothing special, but Richard had shown him a few tricks on how to cook a lot with not much money. It smells good at least.
At the moment everything feels kinda weird and Flake had mentioned before how unhappy heās with Feeling B at the moment, Paul kinda agrees, so heās happy that Flake at least has something else he can be excited for.
āShe said yes. Iāll meet her tomorrow at the Christmas Market on the Alexander Platz,ā Flake says and heās blushing so adorable. Paul wishes so badly that heād been Flakeās chosen one, but he understands why he isnāt.
Paul doesnāt even know if Flake likes men at all, heād never kissed any guy, at least Paul had never seen him doing it. While Paul definitely had kissed other men before, it had only been that: a few kisses.
āOh thatās so great! Iām sure it will be awesome!ā Paul says and he hopes he sounds happy for Flake. Because he is happy even though it breaks his own heart. Flake had been crushing on this girl for so long, he deserved it!
āI hope it will be,ā Flake says and he sits down at the table. His smile is so cute, that Paul doesnāt pay attention and promptly burns his finger.
Serves him right.
*
Paul is busy cleaning his room in their shared apartment, when someone calls him. He frowns at their old phone. Who the hell would call him now?
āPaulchenā¦,ā Flake mumbles and Paulās heart stops.
āAre you okay?ā Paul asks, before Flake can even say more. At first there is no answer, but he can hear Flake sniffling and Paul stands up straight, letting his cloth fall to the ground. Is he crying?
āFlake?ā
āShe stood me up.ā
Shit. Paul isnāt even sure what to say. He feels guilty for being a bit relieved, he already had nightmares about Flake and his new girlfriend being together all the time and kissing in front of him, but he also feels incredibly sad for his best friend.
Flake deserves a nice date.
āStay where you are. Iāll be there in a few minutes!ā Paul says and he hangs up before Flake can say more. At least he knows where he can find Flake. There are a few phone boots on the Christmas market and he knows where Flake had waited for that stupid girl.
Paul hastily gets dressed and is out of the door in less than ten minutes. Luckily he remembers to wear his thick jacket, a soft hat and even gloves, because itās freezing as hell outside.Ā
It takes him at least thirty minutes and he worries the whole time but then finally he walks onto the Christmas Market and looks around. Flake is standing underneath a streetlight and he looks so sad.
āHey,ā Paul says, grinning at him.
āHey, why did you say I should wait here?ā Flake says and suddenly Paul has an idea. He happily blinks up at Flake, trying his best to look totally innocent and holds his hand out.Ā
āIām Paul. Your uhm⦠date,ā Paul says finally, the last word almost swallowed because heās just so damn nervous. He can see how Flakeās eyes widen at that. At least heās so baffled that he takes Paulās hand and shakes it slowly.
āFlake.ā
āCool name. So what do you say, should we have a look around? I love Christmas markets,ā Paul says, glad that Flake seems to accept it.Ā
āAnything particular that you wanna do?ā Flake asks and Paul shakes his head. He mostly loves the good smelling food and he kinda needs a drink or two for this, but he just wants to make Flake smile again.
āNope. Alone being here with you is amazing,ā Paul says and they slowly start walking. Flake blushes and Paul grins even more. It had just been the truth, but Flake doesnāt need to know that.
They walk towards a few booths and Paul carefully takes Flakeās hand in his own. Flake seems surprised at that, but he doesnāt let go of Paulās hand either. Flakeās hand is so soft and Paul wishes they could always go shopping or something like this.
Paul had never felt more secure than being around Flake. Each hug, each touch spends him way too much comfort.
āHow about some food?ā Paul asks and points at the stall Flake is currently watching so intensely. Flake shrugs.
āI was wondering if the food is as good as yours," Flake says slowly and he seems to still think about this. Paul sees how Flake eyes the menu card again and he stands close beside him. Leaning against his shoulder, still searching for so much contact.
āHow about we try it then,ā Paul says and then already holds up his hand. He orders two burgers and some fries with them and a cocoa for himself. Flake doesn't add anything to drink for himself, so Paul nods his thanks and waits for the food.
Instead he looks around and he can see how full the Christmas market is this year, but then again, the weather is wonderful tonight, itās even snowing the tiniest bit.Ā
āYour order,ā the guy behind the counter says and Paul nods his thanks. He pulls out his money to pay for everything and doesn't even wait for Flake to pay for his stuff. Itās a date and heād like to treat Flake right.
āWould you get us some napkins?ā Paul asks and points toward the other end of the stall, because he knows that he is a messy eater, thanks. Flake nods and Paul searches for a free table for them. There is only one tiny bar table left in the corner, but Paul shrugs and goes over to it.
Flake comes back and puts the napkins down.
āThank you,ā Flake smiles at the food and without another word, he already bites into his burger. Paul has to laugh at that eagerness, but then his belly rumbles quietly and he starts with his fries.
āAnd, what do you think?ā Paul asks between bites and Flake smiles so widely, that Paul wants to kiss him. Right here and right now.
āGood, but I love your food more,ā Flake says and points at his burger again. He even licks his lips and Paul just stands there like an idiot and focuses on those pink lips. What would he give to feel them against his mouth?
Just once.
Heās not even mad that Flake is breaking their⦠roleplay of a date. Itās just fun to be here with him.
āYou are right, they are good,ā Paul says instead, after he takes a bite out of his own burger. He moans around the next bite and he blushes, when Flake tilts his head to one side again.
Oops.
They eat their food in silence and Paul takes a straw for his cocoa from the napkin tower Flake bought over. Paul wouldn't even remember needing a straw, but seems like Flake was focused like that.
āSo uh⦠do you have fun? I mean here with me,ā Paul says then and Flake nods. Heās smiling again, Paul coins that as a win while he puts his mug down on the table and leans on it, so he can still drink from the straw.
āIām glad that you came,ā Flake says and then he takes another straw that Paul hadnāt even seen and puts it into Paul's mug as well. Paul's eyes nearly fall out of his head.
Flake just continues to smile at Paul, while he drinks from the same freaking cocoa as he is and Paul gasps. Of course he was just trying to swallow the cocoa and he ends up coughing very hard. Flake squints at him.
āW-wrong pipe,ā Paul manages and he coughs again, just to be sure. Flake nods and takes another sip of the cocoa again. Paul waits till he is done before he does the same. Oh god, they are actually sharing cocoa.
āThis was very wonderful,ā Flake says, when the food is gone and even the shared mug is empty. Paul's face is still on fire and he saw a few glares that they got, but he actually feels pretty happy, too.
Flake makes him happy.
āI think we should get a dessert though. A real one,ā Paul says and he points at another stall, where they sell all kinds of sweets. Flake nods and they slowly walk over to the stall. Paul really likes roasted almonds, but heās looking at something else.Ā
āDo you want anything?ā Paul asks and Flake shakes his head. He doesnāt really care for all the sweets, but Paul has another idea.Ā
He ends up buying a package of roasted almonds for later, but he also points at one of the gingerbread hearts. Flake seems confused but doesnāt say anything.Ā
āHere for you,ā Paul mumbles and he shyly holds the heart out to Flake who seems so surprised.Ā
He hadnāt dared to go for one with āI love youā written on it. InsteadĀ āYouāre cuteā is written on it in blue frosting. It looks pretty good and Paul carefully puts it around Flakeās neck, when he bends down a bit.
āDanke,ā Flake mumbles, his cheeks so read. Paul canāt look away. Paul even dares to lean closer and press a soft kiss to Flakeās cheek. Flake touches the skin where Paul had kissed him.
āNow we need something real to drink. Mulled wine for example,ā Paul says and he carefully holds Flakeās hand again. He really likes the handholding and he wouldnāt stop anytime soon.
An hour later theyāre both almost frozen but quite happy.
āThat was a great date,ā Flake laughs when theyāre full of more food and drinks. Paul smirks at him.
āIām glad you liked it. I think that was it though,ā Paul shrugs. They had basically done anything you could do at a Christmas market.
āReally nothing else?ā Flake asks and he winks so stupidly at Paul, who laughs and then thereās an idea suddenly.
āWhat about a first kiss?ā Paul asks then and he hates himself already. Maybe he shouldnāt have drunk that mullen wine, because heās always too chatty when heās drunk.
āWhat do you mean?ā Flake asks, frowning.
āI mean itās a first date. You donāt have to kiss someone on a first date, but you absolutely can,ā Paul explains, but his heartbeat picks up again. Heās pretty nervous but he wants for Flake to kiss him so badly.
āOh I donāt know. I mean⦠youāre not reallyā¦,ā Flake stutters out. So heās uncomfortable.
āPlease? Pretend, Iām her,ā Paul says and heās tearing up against his will. He just wants to be kissed once by Flake. Hadnāt he deserved that? Just one kiss so he could fall asleep thinking about that every day?Ā
Flakeās face is so red again. Paul hopes heās not angry.Ā
āI m-mean, you donāt have to,ā Paul whispers, his heart breaking even more. He feels like thereās nothing left at this point. He just hopes they could still be friends. He wouldnāt know what to do without Flake.Ā
Flake is still not saying anything and Paul looks down. The first tear drops down into the snow and he turns around. Maybe he could ask Richard and Till if he could sleep there tonight. Flake surely doesnāt want to see him again.
Paul surely had broken the best thing heād ever had in his life.Ā
Flake holds him at his elbow and Paul slowly turns back to him again. Heās ashamed of his tears, but he also canāt help it. This is his first heartbreak. Flake doesnāt look angry, he looks confused. A bit frustrated maybe.
āWhat if⦠what if I donāt want to pretend that youāre her?ā Flake asks then and Paul sniffles.
āItās okay. I understand, Iām sorry that I made it weird,ā Paul answers, but Flake is already shaking his head. This time itās Paul who frowns, especially when Flake is smiling so cutely at him again.
āNo you donāt get it. I want to kiss you. I wanted that for years,ā Flake says and Paul gasps. For two seconds heās sure that Flake is just lying because heād seen how sad Paul had been, but Flake would never do that.
āReally?ā Paul whispers, his voice barely able to speak words.Ā
āYeah. Iām pretty much in love with you,ā Flake says and he carefully wipes Paulās tears away. Paul leans into the touch and slowly he starts to smile again. The damn gingerbread heart is still around Flakeās neck. He looks so cute.
āIām in love with you too,ā Paul answers and he canāt help but giggle. Heās glad that no one is really paying them attention, but he blushes anyway. Damn.
Normally Paul is known for being a feisty little shit, but right now he just feels like heās sixteen again and scared of his first kiss. Since when is he so shy?
āSo about the kissā¦,ā Flake says, but he seems nervous too. Paul smiles.
āPlease kiss me,ā Paul whispers and then Flake finally does. Paul gasps against his lips. Flake is still tasting like the sweets they had tried and Paul puts his arms around Flakeās neck, pulling him closer.
Flake has to bend down a bit to kiss him, so Paul gets up to his tip toes and then Flake tilts his head a bit and pushes his tongue into his mouth. Paul is sure that he just died and went to heaven.
They do have to breathe though and Flake breaks the kiss. His lips are all red.Ā
āA-and did you like your date?ā Paul asks, heās surely blushing pretty badly himself. Flake takes his hand back into his own again.
āYeah. It was the best first date ever and I hope Iāll get a second one,ā Flake says grinning so widely, that Paul has to laugh as well.
āOf course you get a second one. Lots of dates. All the dates you wish for,ā Paul babbles and Flake kisses him quiet again.
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