#paul2

Nothing was okay, and nothing was ever going to be the same again. And all Chase wanted to do was get high and numb the pain that he was feeling. But he couldn’t because of the papers outing his drug problem, his parents threatened to send him to rehab. Now though that was all put on the back burner. His brother was dead. The guilt that Chase felt was something that he would never be able to take back. They were always fighting and all he had to do was clean up his act and be the big brother that Callum and Faye deserved but he couldn’t. Not at the time, not for them or anyone actually. Taking a long drink of the bottle of vodka, he knocked on Paul’s door. Unsure if the other man even wanted to see him. But he had no where else to go. And he just needed to feel something other than the guilt that he felt.