#patrick post

If I can't do it for me, I can do it for you. I will always do it for you.

Can't sleep. On nights like this, Patty and I would Skype, and he'd play his guitar and I'd sing and we'd be up until all hours missing each other.

I know most of you probably aren't into Glee, and honestly, for the most part, neither am I. But with that said, watching The Quarterback is a lot different when you've lost someone you love. It's harder to hear people sing about emotions you understand. It's harder to watch people buckle under the sadness of loss when you were there just months ago- and still are, to some degree or another. It's so much easier to mourn the deaths fictional characters or celebrities when you're sure that it won't happen to your loved ones. But somehow, it's better when you understand. You feel more connected, more in tune with the message any given movie or show is trying to put across. You suddenly get it. I miss Patrick every day, and will continue to for the rest of my life. But in these past few months of recovering from everything that's happened this year, I find comfort in knowing that I'm being someone he would be proud of. I'm being the me that he loved, because it's the real me. And that's how he loved me.

sometimes i stare at the wall during class or sitting at home and i think 'i wonder what patrick stump did today. i wonder what he's doing right now' and it always makes me feel better do that when ur sad friends 11/10 would recommend